nonsense

2009-10-18T18:45:00.000+08:00

www.itswhatthesilencewillscream.blogspot.com

2009-10-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

i'm so hooked on this song (: haha.

2009-10-12T16:02:00.001+08:00

2009-10-12T14:37:00.000+08:00

a not a gory piece (:

2009-10-12T14:21:00.000+08:00

moving. but still in the process.

2009-10-12T14:15:00.001+08:00

2009-10-06T18:54:00.001+08:00

0:21 is just plain stupid. HAHAH.

0:52 is damn funny, seriously.

2009-10-06T18:50:00.000+08:00

the reason why parents don't allow their children to play sports. LOL.

2009-09-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

yay, gonna go out tomorrow & the day after :D its been so long, seriously, lol. gonna go "shopping" for that bag, HAHA. its not called shopping, cause i don't like shopping ! i just wanna get that particular bag with particular design & particular size. i know where its sold, so its not called shopping, lol.

2009-09-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

YESSSSS ! omgg, i'm so happy promos are over ! :D

idk if i did well or passed or anything, but i'm glad the stupid "mugger's life" is over. seriously, it drives me nuts. how does anyone sit still for so long to study ? :/ fine, i'm fidgety, but so ? lol (:

oh wells (: wooo, i'm so happy (: no more missing skyway meetings mann :D lol. & not going out with DORCAS & all. (:

well, at least until pw starts full speed, & h1 lit comes hurling at me. but if not yet, then, :D

2009-09-23T14:14:00.000+08:00

omggg, he frickin' got one of his balls ripped off. :O but the impact at which he hit the rail is. . . painful, even for a girl to watch. :p

2009-09-23T14:09:00.000+08:00

2009-09-22T14:52:00.000+08:00

screw you, horrible mob paper ):

2009-09-21T17:51:00.001+08:00

seriously owned mann :O

2009-09-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

fix your eyes upon the unseen.

preposted.

2009-09-14T21:31:00.001+08:00

don't be tempted by his lies

cause he's the blood stain on the stage.

2009-09-08T21:11:00.001+08:00

2009-09-03T19:31:00.002+08:00

when i was in school, i decided, & was really sure about it. now that i'm home, i'm uncertain. yay for my indecisiveness & contradictory mind -.-

anyways, i'll probably be going back to my old hair style (: okay, not the old one, the old old one. HAHA. not just like the fringe, but my tail :D i'm sick of having no tail ): guess i didn't want sis & i to both have tails, so ssnip snip. but i really can't be bothered now. i'll just wait for hair to grow abit more then i'll cut :D

2009-09-02T23:20:00.001+08:00

omggg. i'm seriously dead beat ): i only just finished one lit paragraph out of three. & there's this mob mock exam tomorrow. & i'm so tired froma long day's out. &, my eyes can hardly open.

its gonna be a really long day tomorrow. then gp papers on friday. then the crazy week of insane & inhuman mugging. then exams. omggg.

kill me.

2009-08-31T20:15:00.001+08:00

2009-08-24T00:33:00.002+08:00

woah, i'm so tired, but i can't sleep ): i keep thinking about all the undone work. & most are due tomorrow. omggg, i can just die.

maybe this is how people get insomnia, lol. cause i NEVER, cannot sleep. i'm always the first to ko. & now, sighs. & later is a damn long day lah. ): plus that econs concultation. sighs.

2009-08-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

so what if it is the norm ? it doesn't mean it is right.

mobile.

2009-08-14T12:52:00.000+08:00

i got lit tuition later ! lol. later she get dengue too :p HAHA.

2009-08-13T17:38:00.002+08:00

omgggg, my rashes are really killing me ! i can dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee! my skin's so sensitive. & tender. when i rub it, it feels like its gonna tear open :/ & its so annoying. rawr.

2009-08-13T11:57:00.002+08:00

yes, & finally i'm recovering from dengue. okay, myabe not exactly recovering, but at least my fever is gone. anyways, i found out i've still out one more major obstacle to overcome. the one obstacle, what is my major weakness : rash.

& yes, i cannot stand rashes. its itchy, so you scratch. then when you scratch, it gets itchier. & it goes on. & guess what ? on tuesday night it started. i was in the living room & unconsciously scratched an old mosquitoe bite. & i died. my whole legs & arms & back started itching like crazy. HAHAHAHAH.

papa put some herb stuff he made on my both legs. hope they help. cause my legs turned redish this morning. and a little sore. but from scratching, but from dengue. mama got it too :/ lance said he may drop by later. won't what he'll do when i show him my red blotchy legs, LOL.

well, time to start work. all the days of mc has been spent resting, talking care of mama & sis. & trying to recuperate. i hope i've enough energy to do some study and work today. if not i'm dead when i go back to school next week :/ my energy span is short. i can watch some tv show i'm damn interested in, & yet fall asleep. -.-

wooo for my red legs again. HAHA. anyways, i've been taking blood everyday since monday ? not much huh ? inclusive of last friday, i've poked myself like, 5 times already. & I'M STILL NOT USED TO IT. lol. i'm okay with piercings. i'm okay with pain. but can't give me a jab mann, i'll seriously freak out. & that's why the past few doctors & nurses keep laughing at me the past few days. they don't understand why either. oh wells. but my left hand vein is still swollen :/ or bruised, as the doctor calls it, lol.

- cause the world can't change my heart.

2009-08-06T21:16:00.001+08:00

mama says my fever is like the stock market -.-

the response you get from someone involved in stocks.

2009-08-06T10:56:00.002+08:00

shit, not again :/

i'm sick, AGAIN. this is totally unacceptable ! i was sick just a few weeks, ago. & now my temperature rocketed to 39.2 ! >:(

this is absolutely stupid -.- MAMA & AUNTY MEL got fever too ! but they got it before me -.-

headaches when i get up.

unstable in balance.

aching all over.

phalm.

& fever -.-

2009-08-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

its not supposed to be like this.

i'm feeling all cold & have random shivers. & a headache that's coming & going. but my temperature is 37.4.

yes, temperature is not trigger temperature, but, my temperature is normall 35 something :O

i can't fall sick again ):

not when everyone else is.

not when i've got so many things to do.

not when i've got so many things planned out.

not when i'm like this.

or maybe, i'm just being paranoid -.-

2009-07-27T20:26:00.003+08:00

welcome to the influx of videos :D

this is soooooo nice :D wooo, davedays ! :D

DAMN CATCHY. but i never heard, & don't think i'll like the original of this song anyways :p

here's davedays again :D he's damn cool mann (: but he does retarded & hilarious videos :p

he's damn good :D but his friend has nice hair :p

2009-07-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

mad rush.

its like some crazy race to get eom articles please. -.- sighs. well, i admit, i hardly did any work while i was on mc cause i slept my days away. :/ then came to stupid internet break down thing. luckily its up & about now. but, so little time to find mann :/ sucks so badly :/

ANYWAYS, thanks IAN, for fixing the internet for us (: & doing that little extra to do the anti virus thing (:

tomorrow's another school week. oh wells. its sucks. heard MR WONG won't be in school tomorrow, so idk what we'll be doing for gp, lol. luckily its the last few periods.

eom's due on tuesday. oh gosh. i think i can manage. manage to go crazy. HAHA. okay, MAYBE finding an article ain't that bad, IF YOU HAD MORE TIME. -.- sighs.

2009-07-22T10:23:00.002+08:00

i seriously don't know what's the big fuss about h1n1. its already said to be less deadly than normal flu, it only spreads very fast, that's all. so shouldn't we be more afraid of normal flu ? oh yeah, maybe the fear about the second wave, so that's why we're all on guard huh ? oh wells.

anyways, turns out more & more people are getting it. so saying "i survived h1n1 !" is getting so common, lol. well, i'll have to say, its just very torturous to have it. cause it makes you weak & feeling pathetic. -.-

anyways, i'm annoyed at my carelessness. i woke at 7.15 & couldn't sleep. so i accompanied LB to school through texts. then was waiting for the eclipse. it was like, 8.05 ? i learnt my mistake from the last time, sitting outside for more than an hour plus, i ust rested while i waited. & i fell asleep -.- damn annoying. i woke at 10, when it all finished already -.- i'm damn stupid lah. damn it.

2009-07-19T10:13:00.002+08:00

y'know, i was scared my fever would burn my brain or something.yeah, paranoia, but wtheck ? was just thinking. was wondering, maybe i won't be able to count after this, or maybe even read ! lol. but guess it left another side effect that i didn't think of. somehow, the fever burnt out my patience.

my fuse is so short now, idk why. its not pms. but yeah. me haing short fuse is getting myself frustrated. then when shirt tempered plus frustrated, it gets even worse -.-

damn you fever.

2009-07-17T20:21:00.001+08:00

not everything is directly transferable.

2009-07-17T11:45:00.002+08:00

my taste buds still ain't back yet :/ sucks. & my lips feels funny.

2009-07-17T10:47:00.002+08:00

day three.

my fever is gone, i think ? LOL.

but my throat hurts like mad. :/ to talk & swallow is a painful process. & my voice is totally off :/ sounds super airy -.- LANCE said my voice sounds tired, HAHA, so funny.

my ears are still blocked -.- & my head still light. & i'm still disoriented & still lose my balance. ohoh, i swear i almost laughed at myself yesterday when i though i was going to fall when i was standing properly. the ground suddenly look slanted then i thought i'll miss my step, so i grabbed the pillar. HAHAHAHAHHA.

2009-07-16T19:16:00.001+08:00

my taste buds are still off. can't taste the curry fish head, or even sweet sour pork -.- damn annoying.

2009-07-16T15:06:00.000+08:00

burning eyes :/

can't my temperature ever go down ?

2009-07-16T13:41:00.002+08:00

falling sick is such a torture. :/

my temperature has been consistenly rising since yesterday. & MAMA freaked out when it reached 38.6. :/ she woke me up in the middle of the night to force me to bathe in cold water, which only managed to reduced it by 0.2 degrees. :/

bet she'll flip when she gets home, cause its now 39.5 ):

i've alot to complain about, lol.

anyways, got 4 days mc. hope i'll recover by then. cause its so frustrating >:(

2009-07-15T22:04:00.002+08:00

sick :/

woah, i haven't fallen sick in, quite sometime ? lol. & now its like, rarhhh, can die. :/

i haven't felt so weak in so long. ):

if i can see you, i swear i'll kill you.

2009-07-15T20:14:00.003+08:00

as the series of unfortunate events unfolded :

i'm sorry, kelly.

i'm sorry lance.

i'm sorry bobin.

2009-07-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

school has started. & the results are starting to come in :O idk mann.

bumpy rides.

2009-07-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

hoho, i got infected, lol. (: its loadin painfully slowly though, lol.

exams have been over for a little while. quite scared for results though :/ sucks.

its been a busy week. & school starts officially on monday :/ eek. idk to dread it or what :/oh wells.

2009-07-09T11:13:00.000+08:00

heh heh, tomorrow :D

2009-07-07T23:28:00.001+08:00

shuhan : HAHA, really ? lol. (btw, it wasn't posted by me :p)

welllllllll, exams are FINALLY over. omgg, i swear i wanted to die -.- good its over, for now -.-

busy week ahead :D lol.

happy happy :D :D :D

2009-07-01T20:10:00.003+08:00

therefore,kellylow plays worldofwarcraft!

2009-06-25T21:04:00.001+08:00

the weight scale says i've lost weight.

the mirror says i've gained.

wth, lol.

2009-06-24T22:12:00.003+08:00

went over to LB's house today (: cause he wanted to cook :D like homecooked food before school reopens :D quite nice :D THANK YOU (: its very sweet (:

watched transformers 2 today :D its nice mann :D but i swear i talk too much. but its because that stupid robot was being such a horny slut ! LOL. okay. i don't like to call people that, but it really gave that impression.

the next few days are all study again -.- sighs. can't wait tilll exams are over mann :/

HAHA, & honestly, i love watching LANCE play wow (: heh (: idk why.

- inevitable - anberlin

2009-06-23T21:31:00.001+08:00

woohoo, gonna watch transformers 2 tomorrow :D thank you LANCE, for booking it :D

2009-06-22T22:17:00.001+08:00

bob : will meh ?

shit. i think i'm gonna fall sick :/

2009-06-21T22:57:00.001+08:00

it doesn't matter already, does it ?

2009-06-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

did maths like, the whole day today :O lol. LANCE came over to study (: & PAPA was playing pool. a nice combi for studying, lol.

well, today was really great :D i love spending time with you <3

2009-06-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

LB said :

they should give you a yellow ribbon for your chinese

to give you a second chance.

-.- LOL.

2009-06-16T10:49:00.000+08:00

back there.

its just so comfortable.

the coolness, the warmth.

enjoying every moment (:

2009-06-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

cause i can't go on without that someone around.

2009-06-12T21:47:00.001+08:00

my house is your house (:

2009-06-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

the wind is making my hair stand & my goosebumps come out.

& yet, i'm still sweating.

2009-06-12T11:10:00.001+08:00

back to the cozy place.

i love it (:

2009-06-11T19:44:00.003+08:00

thank you.

for always being so protective of me.

no matter what others may say.

no matter what happens.

that you're always so sensitive to feelings.

that you're always so thoughtful.

that you're always so sweet (:

for always caring so much.

for sacrificing so much.

for being so much.

for being you.

& even when you're tired,

you do your best to protect me

especially when weird people stare.

thank you very very much.

ILY, LMF. <3

2009-06-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

HAHAH, my room was cleaned today (: only cause it packed its tiltering rubbish yesterday :p cause if they tried to clean when its unpacked, everything would probably just collapse. HAHAHHA. well, anyways, the main point is, my room is so clean, i can't on my table light -.- cause MAMA took away all my wires, including my extention wire, therefore, my table lighy, chargers all are not connected to anything. LOL. super retarded. :p

anyways, went out to study with LANCE today. we ate claypot laksa :D but it was EXTREMELY HOT ! :O again -.- lol. so the ratio of lime juice to claypot laksa became 2:1 again -.- went to study at cityhall after that (: went to walk around abit after that in marina square, then to haji lane. (: so interesting :D its really a lane ! LOL. anyways, he probably died at how lazy i am, :p

went to eat peranakan food after. well. . . i've alot of critics though :p but i've to say, overall, it was not bad. more than average (: sorry, but guess i'm quite particular about the taste pf peranakan food :/ even my own PAPA's & my AUNT's. well, strive for excellence (: especially when it is a dying culture. no one in the future should spoil our unique taste (: (yes, i know i'm an insult to the peranakans, but so ? i haven't aquired the taste for blachan yet)

mob tomorrow for three hours. killer mann :/

- designs on the hair. C:

2009-06-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

well, i went to malaysia for almost the whole day today. for supposed shopping. but only bought one shirt. lol. MAMA encourages me to wear more girly clothes -.- of all the people. oh, & i bought fooood :D like maggie mee -.- & bubble gum too (:

tomorrow am going out early to study (: hope it'll be fruitful mann :/ lol.

i've been eating so much today :/ omgosh. i swear the holidays are not good for me -.- i PLANNED to run more during the holidays. & oh look, i sleeping late, eating more. & HARDLY run. congratulations. half army marathon's in less than 2 months, & i'm still lazying my ass away -.-

- the pillow is the ultimate weapon :D

2009-06-09T16:26:00.002+08:00

removed the annoying scab that was on my arm for two weeks that kept hurting. yes, from the weird blister thing.

& there was pus below :/ &, its a mini crater now. -.- super sick :/

2009-06-08T23:58:00.001+08:00

he made my jaws drop. LOL.

2009-06-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

my name is KL.

kelly,

low,

lin,

& also, LAZY. :D

2009-06-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

this moment marks the end of the four day three night.

well, i would say, it was a lovely one.

2009-06-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

well, its different. but its really comfortable. & i'm lovin' it (: thanks for being, you <3

2009-06-02T21:50:00.003+08:00

well, two days of straight lit. killer please. so many hours :/ & today was insane, four hours of lit, just ZAF & i. :O

watch terminator today. quite interesting, & funny (: i'm sorry if i'm too sadistic for you. but, that's the way i am (:

got work to do. gpp's on my hands. & i still haven't found any articles for eom :O i feel like dying -.- well, maybe i'll go fishing tomorrow. for some solitude & peace of mind, in this crazy world, while LB is having lessons. lol. see how first.

the skyway people are coming to stayover on friday night. hoho, but i've KAREN's wedding to attend on saturday. hope they're not up by the time we leave. BELLA's going too, btw.

well, no one's home now. i'm in geek mode. HAHAHAHHAHA. :p

- i love your warmth.

2009-05-31T01:09:00.002+08:00

i'm utterly disappointed.

with the race of course. took like 1 hour 40 plus to run finish 10km. like wtf ? had some kin of stomach cramp or something near the start part of the run. & puked twice. -.- damn it. first just too much pain, then puked abit. then, the second time was, bad, just really bad, that i just squat at the drain & puked. damn annoying. then cannot run properly already. damn irritating. >:(

2009-05-30T14:06:00.001+08:00

didn't have a good sleep last night. i'm gonna be mean, but i have to blame the person who kept kicking me awake. -.- now i'm tired. & have to cut eating & drinking time for sleep.

stupid sister.

2009-05-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the day for sundown :/ oh gosh. kinda nervous already mann. i NEVER ran in the night before. maybe evening have. but night, no. i heard its quite different. but idk. i'm just scared, i'll feel sleepy halfway. :/ its worse than anything else lah :/

had informal cell today. lol. only JR, PS, NICOLE & i. lol. took a lift from PS' papa after cell. LB met me at clementi mrt after that just to send me home :D & NICOLE was with me when we met him :p lol. & HE WAS WEARING HIS SPECS :D :D :D (actually, he looks rather cute in them :D)

- cause everything's nothing without you.

2009-05-27T13:02:00.002+08:00

congrats, my english has failed me.

we just had our two gp papers. oh gosh. :/ i forgot how to spell "flowing". like wtf ? LOL. so annoying. spelt as "fooling" at first, but it looked wrong. guess that is what happens when you panic during a language paper -.-

can't really think much about what to type. but anyways, am in ohub with KELLY now. the guys went out to eat. wanted to do gpp in school. but turns out, i left the previous draft at home, so can't edit much, just what i can remember :/

signed up for army half marathon already. :/ PAPA says if i sign up for tri-run too, i won't have time to recover :/ sighs. anyways, sundown's this saturday :/ & my shirt is still very small. going runing with LANCE later. hope i won't hold him back so much again. :/ sighs. BUT, gonna try & use the new sony mp3 to run :D HAHA (: yay-ness (:

school for two more days then holiday. but the holidays is not really a holiday :/ still gotta go back to school & all :/ sian. but oh wells. but it still means i can be a lazy ass & sleep in :D on some days at least (: :D awesome (:

clb paper is gonna start at 1.30 :O am dying. sucks. oh wells. i know paper 2 is multiple choice :D lol. hope i'll pass it ):

leaving ohub now. pray i don't die :/

- some lies are better left unsaid.

2009-05-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

well, this time next week indeed.

2009-05-23T19:27:00.000+08:00

its finger lickin' good. :p

2009-05-23T09:47:00.001+08:00

your smell is such an addiction,

its like a drug.

& everytime we're away,

its cold turkey.

2009-05-22T23:27:00.002+08:00

TGIF.

well, its been a tiring week :/ keep rushing to do things, & have been having lack of sleep. yes, i sleep more than you. but imma lazy ass, so if i don't have alot of sleep, i'll be insane/no hope the next day.

collected sundown racekit today (: with DANAE & LANCE. omgosh, the shirt is long(which is good, but its TIGHT ! ): idk how mann. cannot be me lah. i wear human race size S, & standchart size M. both female cut. but both sideways can, but this one can't ): dieeee.

got yearbook today. stupid bangs >:( i'm so not gonna flunk my mids again mann. or off with my hair again ):

i feel like tying hair to school tomorrow. my hair's getting crazy ): but needed keep cause wanna tie for sundown. what to do :/ sian.

tomorrow got lit class for two hours. sian. :/ then holidays got mob class for THREE hours. die please. idk what to do mann. it damn frickin' long :/

idk if i'm going to church next week. hope am not too exhausted from sundown. but i think travelling would exhaust me already luh. clementi <-> pasir ris leh. -.- wth. imagine, after the race, dead & all. take mrt from pasir ris all the way to clementi. bathe, sleep. wake & prepare, then back to expo -.- can die please.

LB bought me the wireless sony mp3 headphones :D for running (: lol. guess he knew i was irritated with the flying wires when running :/ lol. hope the batery can last through the race mann :/

btw, sundown in next saturday ! ):

- you look really cute in specs (:

2009-05-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

DORCAS : will do (: hey, cya during june mann. haven't seen you since forever :/

the past few days were just, passing days. anyways, today was an amusing day. (:

MOB. ZUPENG's interpretation of the boston matrix was really funny. (hope no one actually reads this). cash cow became MILKING COW. & problem child became NAUGHTY CHILD. well, he got the rough idea, but MR AW's reaction to it was HILARIOUS. HAHHAHA.

CHINESE. ohmygosh. MARV & JERROLD introduced this few websites. www.fuckmylife.org & www.failblog.com (i think ?). anyways, it was hilarious. omgosh. i never laughed so loudly in chinese before -.- LOL.

WE WATCHED FRICKIN' KALLANG ROAR DURING PE. like wth -.- heard it sucked. & we watched it today :/ i've the cd anyways :/ neighbour gave it. cause he's son is in it ? or he's the father of the producer or something ? LOL. idk. but whatever it is, its sitting on my room counch right now, TAKING UP SPACE. -.-

IAN & MAX is over now. they played with PAPA pool (: or snooker. whatever. HAHAH, its quite funny. next time, anyone who sees IAN play, watch his pose :p

i've got so much work to do. or at least, things to complete. things on my mind. things in my timetable. the two guys are still downstairs. my mind's a mess right now. & i'm doing gpp. LANCE is motivating me to do it. though i think my brain's already dead :/

- if you jump i'll jump for you.

2009-05-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

rarhh. i swear its damn hard to motivate myself to do work :/ ):

i've been at the econs case study for the past hour & a half, and i've hardly got anything done. i only did halfway. cause i got no motivation to do. (though LB keeps chasing me to do it). keep getting distracted. he thinks its cause i'm not used to doing work already.

so much for being a lazy ass. needa do work mann.

2009-05-19T01:13:00.002+08:00

somehow,

that familar scent that gave all the comfort possible,

just faded off & seemed so far away,

though its ever so faint in my mind.

& would stay on forever.

2009-05-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

woah, busy busy week mann. or at least. a week that many things happened.

monday : went to study and do ggp out. then went running with LANCE. omgosh, i swear he frickin' killed me :O HAHAHAHAH. being retarded. but he runs so fast. :O we ran west coast park anyways. DEFINATELY more than 4km. but probably less than five. lol. but that depends. cause my five used too be inclusive of alot of slopes. . .

tuesday : school -.- & that stupid oh-so-sudden lit test :/ then rushed down for management meeting. & i was LATE. wth. felt damn bad. i really hate being late :/ then did econs at night, & dozed off before doing gpp :/

wednesday : school, AGAIN. did gpp after school -.- then watched LANCE & his friends(ALOT) play table tennis. (: & its quite an amusing sport actually (: lol. cause i've never really watched table tennis. cause badminton/tennis/golf/soccer/basketball/pool&snooker/almost alot others SEEMS more interesting. but maybe cause when you see your friends play, its ALOT different. lol. then went off to buy balloons for the carnival. :/ all the way at bugis. & there's good bahchormee there :D :D :D

thursday : well, today's quite slack. school then find LB :D lol. then home cause he's so tired :/

friday : carnival preparations. heard there'll be no tables & chairs in the canteen tomorrow. HAHA. sounds retarded. but i wanna see how retardedly bare it'll be :p then off to a lit play, "PROOF".

saturday : MIOO. sighs. 11 am gotta go school. idk what time it ends. gotta meet at 6 at cityhall there that evening :/ hope packing up won't take too long. i wanna watch the race ! biking :D :D :D

sunday : church, cell ? then gm.

monday : GOING OUT <3

& the cycle goes on.

except wednesday & friday have lit extra lessons, & wednesday got the nlb thing :/ -.-

i'm ranting, i know. but i don't really care.

i'm dead tired, AGAIN.

- see you in lalaland, LB <3

2009-05-11T22:37:00.002+08:00

don't look down on me,

because i'm slow & steady.

(extremely slow, & not very steady)

2009-05-10T11:31:00.001+08:00

bring it on mann,

cause i don't give a fuck.

give me all you've got.

2009-05-10T10:43:00.001+08:00

screw off you fucking bitch

i'm fucking sick & tired of your screwed up attitude.

2009-05-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

i'm oh-so addicted to your scent. <3

2009-05-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

well, its just too bad.

imma non-conformist.

so there's nothing you can do about it.

2009-05-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

if that's the way it is,

then that's the way its gonna be.

2009-05-04T21:01:00.002+08:00

its monday again. rained quite heavy over here this morning :/ even LANCE was worrying how i'll get out of the house. brought an umbrella anyways. HAHA. yes, gay to the max. but oh wells, gay is supposed to be good (:

school was, as per normal. nothing much happened out of the ordinary. nothing much that i can say here anyways. some are just not for public eyes. MAMA's sick :/ but she think she's just having the throat infection or something ? :/

ANYWAYS, she told this SUPER UBER lame joke while we were out cycling.

MAMA : why can't pigs fly ?

me : uhhh, cause they have no wings ?

MAMA : no. cause of swine flu.

-.- i still don't get it :/ someone educate me please.

tomorrow is, heh heh. (:

& so is wednesday.

but THURSDAY. that's a different story altogether :D

someone please remind me to be more organised ? my room is a HUGE mess ): & i'm not going for my regular runs cause i'm just so LAZYYYYY. & sundown is coming up T.T

- i love the everything <3

2009-05-03T21:41:00.004+08:00

i'm not saying i dislike pastor khong, its just that i do not understand & agree with his decisions. why can't even my parents understand that ? GOSH.

i DO NOT supprt his decision of combined service in the morning. YES, i have retardedly thought about its pros & cons. & yet i do believe the cons outweight the pros. at least on the younger people side. NO, i am not representing anyone, or trying to out myself in the shoes of the youth population. i am just saying it in my own point of view.

i do follow his decision, because he is my pastor. i'm not doing like the so MANY YES-MAN in church. "pastor say, i follow". yes, respecting pastor's decisions and following, SO ? can't you have your own mind ? can't you have your own decisions ? i know he can't please everyone. BUT SO ? i'm saying i'm not here to be pleased, but i am infact UNHAPPY. i'm either neutral or negative. so well, i've fallen wayyy into the negative range, for the record.

i don't really care if my cell leader or pastor reads this. cause its my own point of view. not happy, i'll talk it out with you. i had one with my father just now. oh, i'm so sorry, i inherited his temper, don't mind if i slam the table & point straight at your face to emphasize a point. i'm not a very civilised person.

i don't see how having combined service in the morning benefits the youth. oh yes, the idea of have church in the early morning then going back to your family right ? or, having family bonding at church right ? well, TOO BAD, its not really happening. does the youth actually go home after church ? i'm not saying for everyone. but majority of my friends end up going out even later than the normal youth service last time. why ? cause there's more time to go out. yes, giving us the opportunity is good. but, who actually follows it ?

i'm not saying, "combined is bad, THEREFORE we should split again" NO, i just think combined is bad. period. i'm not asking for a split again. i'm just stating my point of view on it.

i've heard way too many "church tomorrow ? sian, wake up so early again to take mrt so long". yes, pastor is trying to cater to majority. but yeah, i have to agree, we all love to sleep in. but don't you think the video crew people are pressured ? the hospitality team is pressured ? the security team is pressured ? the in-charges are of course. to move chinese service so far away, they've got to worry for both sides while only being able to be at one.

papa saying i'm talking bad about pastor. well, from my own point of view, i'm not. i'm just critically think on his decision. he's still my pastor. he's still human. everyone makes mistakes. (& NO, i'm not saying his decision is a mistake btw). yes, whatever, some people(like my mum) would say, "but you seem/look/ give the impression that you are going that way" well, TOO BAD, i'm not. think whatever you want. i don't really care. call me stubborn, call me stuck up. well, i still don't care. cause, judge me for all i care. oops, i'm sorry; don't mistaken me for someone who gives a shit. cause i don't give a fuck.

idk why i'm getting so worked up about it. maybe be cause my father & i had a "debate" about it. yes, i have majority of my father's inheritance. raised voice & impatience. no, we didn't argue. though to many it would seem like. its just a debate.

ANYWAYS. pastor khong is my pastor. so i'll just follow his decision. he has our interests at heart. (: but, its good his' my pastor. if not, i'll have alot more to say.

2009-05-02T20:52:00.001+08:00

soccer is a sport for gentlemen, played by barbarians.

& rugby is a sport for barbarians, played by gentlemen.

/quite true.

2009-05-02T19:32:00.002+08:00

went out to do work yesterday. woah, never knew subway could get so cold, LOL. anyways, yesterday's & today's dinner turned out the same, sliced fish noodle soup. except yesterday was at hawker, today is PAPA cook (:

bumped into MAY LIM in town (: oh, went to play lan too (: battlefield. HAHA. quite funny actually (: camp somewhere and shoot at the enemies when they can't see you :p that's the strategy i suvived on. while LANCE when on a "sucide" mission into the buildings. LOL.

stayed at home today. except to go to play badminton with LANCE. hoho, whoever knew badminton could be to tiring ? or was it the walk after that ? anyways, we went to walk his running route at west coast park. bumped into PRICILLA & another stc girl at west coast plaza. lol. small world mann :D

back home, quite exhausted. idk why. feel like sleeping, but there's gonna be yummy dinner (:

- everything seems different.

2009-04-30T11:02:00.000+08:00

why do i keep hijacking everything i ever cared for ?

2009-04-30T10:18:00.000+08:00

push push push.

2009-04-30T09:42:00.000+08:00

i feel so cold,
especially on the inside.

2009-04-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

schools' been, pretty alright (: HAHA.

ANYWAYS, the action for xmen is quite nice (: but i don't see the moral leh. maybe cause it just the beginning, so its quite try, lol.

tomorrow's adiv, but not going :/ anyways, adiv is not called nationals. -.- wth.

2009-04-27T23:30:00.001+08:00

i am kelly low,

so i must be calm & peaceful.

2009-04-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

ARIEL TAN : HELLO ARIEL :D lol. (:

i'm dead. a div sucked like shit. like horrible, and beyong horrible. OH GOSH. could seem to control the ball, & my shoulder was hurting. anyways, went doctor, LB accompanied me till i met MAMA :D lol. doctor gave me ten days mc from any physical activity, and she wrote bowling :/ but i'm gonna see if i can bowl on thurday.

back to school as normal tomorrow. hope haven't missed much though. oh wells.

- we'll fall together.

2009-04-26T17:06:00.002+08:00

ZANN : (: thanks zann (:

its been quite afew days since i blogged. guess i've been quite filled :/

wed : training after school. guess must've been too tired to blog.

thursday : watched fast & furious after school :D lol. not bad (: just love speed racing please (:

friday : some geog thing at smu. met seconday school friends (: like ARIEL TAN & ESTER GOH. turns out JOYCE was there too (: but she had a sprained ankle :/ then headed off for cell and all. HAHA, & the disappearing act, LOL.

saturday : went for training. LB turned up at cdans :D lol. just because i injured my shoulder :/ oh wells. then rushed home to bathe then headed off for gm. lol. quite some people turned up please. more than half actually ? then went to meet LANCE to head off to pasir ris. (i swear i felt damn extra) to go for CALVIN's birthday.

sunday : hoho, i beat ISABELLA today :D FINALLY reacher earlier than her :D like first time mann :D thought i'll reach quite late actually, lol.

editing pi now. sucks. rawrrrrrrrrr. stupid. my brain's all stagnant now. i wanna go running, but imma lazy ass. so i'll probably cycle. (: HAHAH.

- non conforming as can be.

2009-04-21T21:45:00.003+08:00

nothing much has been happening lately ? just usual school stuff.

LANCE came over to run together today (: HAHA. the only time i'll dare run so late at night :/ wonder how i'll survive sundown please :/ thank God for the usher-ers. anyways, i got like, stitch like 500m into the run. how pathetic :/ anyways, he encouraged me to stop cause am in pain, but since i didn't wanna, he kept encouraging, until like, i ran 4km ? LOL. :D

tomorrow's training. parents won't be home for dinner tomorrow & thursday night, got book of hebrews. friday i won't be home, got cell group. lol. sat, training and then gm. training SUPPOSEDLY ends at 12. but they'll make us play three games again. so we'll probably end at 12.45 ? but, gm starts at 12 -.- sucks.

pi pi pi. sighs. pw.

- you're the one i need.

2009-04-20T15:43:00.001+08:00

i remember the days we spent together were not enough

& you still feel like you were dreaming, but we always woke up

never thought not having you here now would hurt so much.

- i'm still missing you.

2009-04-18T21:41:00.003+08:00

JUSTIN : come for the mi carnival ! :D :D :D its my mi's official opening ceremony or something ? lol.

hoho, i'm sunburnt :D okay, not really. but just red. which is quite unusual for me. cause only turn BLACK-ish or something, never/hardly red. LOL. so, its quite funny (: lol.

watched knowing (: quite cool (: but the guy looks insane. though i probably would be too if i were in his shoes. HAHHAHA.

dinner was gooood (: ate herbal chicken at alexandra there. near gillman. it was GREAT. i would say nocer than MAMA's, only cause its saltier (: but MAMA doesn't really like it salty, lol. the food was goood (: mee goreng, herbal chicken, veg, stingray. only for two people (: HAHA, actually, its quite funny. after i moved, i keep going back to alexandra/vivo area. HAHA. quite retarded :p

gotts do mob. gonna do by tonight. no time to do tomorrow. unless i don't hang around after church. can't go for gm, but its cancelled now. :/ oh wells.

shorts for church tomorrow. & i left hoodie in school ): sucks.

- you found me, crying on the floor.

2009-04-17T23:21:00.003+08:00

days just goes by. not bad, have been doing work mann :D i feel awfully geek-ish. HAHA.

imma self proclaimed geek today. LOL. quite stupid.

had bowling after school. HAZEL's got an awful sore throat, that its so uncomfortable for her to talk :/ GET WELL SOON HAZELIN :D yeah. oh, LANCE stayed to accompany till bowling (:

cca was, i won't really say tough. but alittle annoying. was so hard to control the ball :/ headed back home, then to meet YJ at central for dinner, but ate at tiong. :/ then off to JR's house for cell (:

so uncomfortable actually, super sweaty & all. oh, cell was really informal. lol. JR talked about BGR & all ? think cause we're all turned eighteen already. or most of them are already eighteen. LOL. (yay, i'm still young mann :D at least for now (: )

bus-ed home with YJ. & got kinda freaked out after getting off the bus. super dark & all. & so many men around :/ thankfully LB accompanied me home (: though phone at least (: so sweet please (:

anyways, have to sleep early (:

- your voice is the soundtrack of my summer.

2009-04-15T21:25:00.002+08:00

my love is here <3