okay. doc went in already. yeah. my stupid phone doesnt have the enter enter thing. so no paragraphs with entries with my phone. haha. yeah. pathatic. okay. got back my stupid a maths test thing today. failed horribly. yeah. didnt study whattt. so what do you expect. yeah.
i just feel like giving up on everything. it all doesnt work out at all. nothing seems to be going well. i'm like, lost in this mad world with no end. i'm so gonna die. yeah. its so depressing. yeah. all i hear are screams and groans with agony around me. and i dont know what to do. what to react. the world is a confusing one. really dont want to keep thinking about you. luckily i didnt see you yesterday. i dont know. one part of me wanted to see you again. but another part couldnt bear to. i dont know why. nicole tells me to just face you. but i just cant. i guess i really have no guts after all. yeah.
-will i ever ever dare look you in the eye again ?
posted @ 5:39 PM |