GRUNGE &ROCK THE WORLD

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

PICTURED. posted & sorted.

& yes, I KNOW MY HAND IS SMALL.

effects from bathing after pe, BAD HAIR. :/

randomness, during 'a' divisions.

MELISSA :DD

the lists on participants/competitors for a divisions.

HAZELIN :DDD

RICADONNA <3 during trainings.
(that's jc's specs :D)

PIGGYS of the world. :DD <3

& yes, all these usually happen almost everytime we go to the toilet together. LOL.

:DD

posted @ 9:09 PM |

mango : HELLOO :D & thank you. linked ! (:

daniel : thanks daniel (: he always will. :D

esmond : linked ! (:

norman : FINALLY ! :D haha, starting to get used to it. but its still rather akward. :/

nabisha : NAB NAB :D i saw you too ! :D

i haven't posted about 'a' divisions. okay. monday sucked like MADDDD. like super ALOT. idk why. :/ but yeah, played in team, 3 games this time, 69 74 117. GOSH, i've never gotten a 69 since sec 3 ! :/ okay, tuesday was bad, but it was slightly better. 3 games again, 77 125 102. it was still horrible lah. :/

today was a short day. & if you ever see this, thank you for the gummy bears :D no, i'm not talking to myself. but only a few know what i'm saying. ANYWAYSSS, yes, trainging after school. only for pre u 1s. HOHO, sabo YU HANG like mad lah. HAHAHAHA, it was hilarious. lol. learnt the ending position thing again. yeah, tiring mann. :/

at least there's not gonna be training on fridays anymore. super heng. if not it'll keep clashing with ndp luh. :/ yeah, & there's ndp this friday. i think i'm gonna end up laughing again. LOL. if i fall, i'll laugh even HARD, AGAIN. but heck. later KAI say i injured my brain again. :/ hoho.

i'm tired. dry eyes mann :/ i still haven't made my specs. :/ but sighs. :/ i wanna get them soon, but i have a feeling i won't wear too often, cause of HIGH MAINTAINENCE hair. :/ lol. & i found awesome shoes. :DD at vivo with DORCAS yesterday. :DD checks mann :DD i'm so gonna get it, & show ESMOND. lol.

- my brain dead ; wait, i'm trying to get my head straight.

posted @ 8:38 PM |

Sunday, April 27, 2008

okay, the pictures from last week's little outing with NICOLE. :

- looking back on when we first met, you gave me a smile i'll never forget

posted @ 7:52 PM |

dorcas : HAHA, hobo mann. :D

screw this shit. was blogging halfway & my whole house blacked out. darn screwed up man. gosh, & hello, i'm alone, up stairs. yes, no one knows, only those who does. yes, i'm not sane now. & yes, my heart is still beating VERY fast, i must say. & if not for that text i was trying to distract myself with, i'll probably be in an ambulance on the way to alexandra hospital now.

had david club today. haha, okay, need to beter word, children ministry. :D lol. yeah, hoho, only 14 kids came. & yes, i'm currently taking care of 2 year old kids. or more of, 18-24 months. :D its quite fun actually, knowing that i'm helping to groom the next generation of warriors taht is soon gonna rise up. not bad for a small being. :D

had cell group at 11.30. yes, it was kinda rush from gkidz, but heck. then later after that went for youth service. JOYCE & PEISHI went for first service, so they didn't join us. & LIZZIE had a flu. :/, so she didn't come either.

GOSH, was i falling asleep during service. yes, a supposed 6 point sermon. but pastor took too long on the 1st point, & 1st subpoint, that he jumped straight to the second one. after service bought some snacks(as usual) then walked to expo mrt.

trained back with NICOLE AMANDA & YIJING. :D yeah, then went to raffles city with NICOLE to eat NEW ZEALAND'S ICECREAM :DD yeah. walked around alittle, then came home.

tomorrow's another round of 'a' divisions. sighs, tomorrow's in teams. stress can. if its singles, i'm really heck if i play lousy or not. but in teams or doubles, the stress is there. don't wanna pull the other's down. yes, i've heard those stuff, but i'm not gonna drag anyone down with me. :/

tuesday's another story. idk what's it about. teams again ? or what ? school ? genter ? bleah. back to back. monday tuesday. wednesday drained me out like shit okay. kinda dreading it. don't wanna be so exhausted again, just to play again the next day. :/

- i hope its not too late ; don't wanna miss it again.

posted @ 7:26 PM |

Saturday, April 26, 2008

i'm tired. woke up katre today. but i'm still dead. my calfs hurt for some reason. but yeah. i'm still gonna go running later. i asked my mama if i could use the computer to send an email, & i'm still here, after doing so much nonsense. lol.

supposed to go check out my now house. no celling no walls mann. :D super exposed cann. but i'm sure its gonna be awesome mann. :D

its so weird. i'm gonna be shifting soon ? at first heard it would be june/july. now the board outside my house says october. :/ auper sad lah. but gillman is en bloc-ing. haha, just like chasing us out of our houses. :/ but heck. i'm gonna be shifting nearer to school. :D so i don't have to wake up so early. CLEMENTI HERE I COME :D (in afew months time.) bleah, i'm sounds spastic again. :/

i'm tiredddddd. now my MAMA wants to run, then swim later. hoho, good or bad ? idk. (:

- spacing out.

posted @ 1:44 PM |

Friday, April 25, 2008

daniel : huh ? oh, as in serious ? i put it up ? lol.

ZANN : THANK YOU ZANN :D

J : what ?

okay, i'm in a better mood now. wanted to post about today. but i guess i'll post about the past few days first ?

MONDAY
had to meet in school 6.45am in the morning. reached school at 6.39am. gosh, it was early. :/ yeah. then went for the bowling competition. omgosh, that's what i call an eyeopener mann. lol. the atmosphere & all. :/ freaky. yeah. i played around my average. or slightly higher. but somehow, i couldn't relly get my ball the way i wanted it to go. idk why. maybe cause the lanes were oiler than what i normally played ? but can't blame the lanes. played 6 games in total, 94 119 165 97 105 108. EXHAUSTING MANN. when they said 6 games, i HUH-ed SUPER loud lah. omgosh, :/

TUESDAY
ha d to run 4 rounds in 10 minutes. which was 1.6 in 10 minutes. bleah. haven't ran for so long already. :/ but i didn't stop running, which is good. i did 9 minutes plus. horrible for the old me, but fine for the now me. :O yeah. then ndp. :/ yes, i FINALLY dared to jump. :DDD yeah. & i was learning how to run. NO, IT IS NOT AS EASY AS YOU THINK ON POWER RISERS OKAYYY. yeah. then there was once i was running. & yes, KIA was encouraging again. (: & i tripped. OMGOSH, i think i flew or something. cause i couldn't feel the floor. then i landed, FLAT on my tummy. :/ bleah, but knees first of course. :/ & yes, i felt my tummy on the bare floor. so it means that, my shirt flew up. which was EEK. :/

WEDNESDAY
my left knee got injured from tuesday, & my right knee has a long term injury. what more can go wrong for a bowling competition ? either than my right shoulder is already hurting, & my right lower arm muscle felt weak. :/ yes, 6 games again, 104 94 106 148 97 107. i played more horrible then monday. :/

TODAY
nothing much happened today though. ZANN "stole" my guitar before assembly, & i almost said(in my typical loud voice) ZANN STOLE MY DICK. omgosh, luckily i didn't say. & yes, my guitar's called dick. tom dick & harry. from the vietnam trip. :D yeah. uhh, school's normal. then bowling training. omgosh, BALL ON THE HEAD. i'm still tickled my that, & idk why. LOL. hoho, i've got a method to piss your bowling opponet off. :D but not as if i'm gonna try it. but RICADONNA, MELISSA & SEEYING knows what it is. :DD

- stares into the emptiness of my own room.

posted @ 7:10 PM |

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

i'm dead beat. wanted to post about monday's competition, yesterday's npd & today's competition, but my brain is DEAD. its so dead its so hard for me to type. :/maybe i shall post it another time. whoever knew bowling could be so draining & exhausting ? :/

anyways, in summarising.
MONDAY'S COMPETITION was fun, but exhausting & painful. results was out for monday. i'm position 93rd.
TUESDAY'S NDP was spastic. i fell running, & i kinda flew. :/
WEDNESDAY'S/TODAY'S COMPETITION was pathatic. i got injured from yesterday, & my left knee was & is hurting like MAD. play horribly. & plus, its doubles, i can't affprt to pull SEEYING down. :/

i'm dead. gp, & maths. :/ gp's intro & first paragraph of an essay. maths assignment 2.1 & 2.2. & someone of 2.3. ALL NOT DONE YET. :/

- my whole world stops when you look at me.

posted @ 8:49 PM |

Saturday, April 19, 2008

daniel : SERIOUSS. :O

nicole : you keep insulting yourself ! ):

dorcas : (:

yesterday was tiringggg. school, then had bowling at 3. :O but played a round before that, 136. improved ALOT, but guess that's not good enough. :/ then had training. GOSH, had to do all the spares can. so FRUSTRATING luh. couldn't hit ALOT of pins. :/ RARHH. then played another round after, 108. bleah. then rushed off to EUNOS to meet MY SISTER & the rest. then went for ndp rehearsals. wore the skyrunners. hoho, (: i'm happy, i can still walk. but can't balance as much. :/

then ate supper at EUNOS MRT. omgosh, we sat the that sloped thing at the mrt. super amusing lah. HAHA. next time i'll call people there. lol. then left around 11 plus ? parents fetched from TIONG, so reched home around 12 plus plus. :/

woke up lateee today. like almost 12. :/ yeah. then went out for lunch with the FAMILY, & went bowling. lol. YES, bowling. since we were going to have today as a family day, why not go bowling together ? can train & have time together. so we went, at SRC. hoho, cause safra was FULL, cause got tornament. :/ played 4 games, 108 100 112 & 146. FINALLY, i'm starting to get, alittle consistant. but still sucking. :/ monday's a divisions already. ://///

tomorrow's church. gkidz in the morning, followed by call, followed by service. then i still need to go buy shoelaces & marker for my bowling shoes. :/ drats. :/ maybe drop by ps or vivo or tiong lah. :/

-maybe we're trying too hard.

posted @ 6:29 PM |

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

daniel : HAHA, EMOOO. my superman shirt rocks okay. :D WHO SAID I GOT EYECANDY ? :O you heard from where ? :O

dorcas : yeah. i miss you ALOT. :/

just reached home. :/ bleah. i'm exhausted. :/ I SWEAR I'M A LAZYYY PIG. I AM SOOO LAZY TO EVEN DISH MY RICE FOR DINNER, I ATE A BANANA INSTEAD. HAHA. its spastic i know, but i also know banana gives you energy. LOL. :D

today was okay. survive-abl. but it felt really weird. i didn't tell anyone why. so i'm not gonna type it here either. ANYWAYS, ate lunch with HAZELIN, YU HANG, & BOBIN. then went for bowling. played a game before. BLEAH, 71. can you believe it ?! ): then had bowling, STARTING to get the five step thing. but i'm too used to three step. :/ but i believe it i can get it by friday, so monday would be fine. (: TIRING. gosh, my hip hurts. :/ then played two games after, 112 & 74. :/

took mrt with HAZELIN :D lol. i swear the way she ties her hair is PRO mann :D its like :O & you can stare at it for SUPER long. :D took cab from queenstown. NOOOO, not cause i'm lazy. but with bowling bag & shoe bag & all. taking a crowded 195 is almost impossible. & i don't wanna inconvenience other tired & brain dead 195 passangers. :/ & i'm gonna say it here, I REALLY DON'T LIKE TAKING TAXI. its like, taking a lift from a stranger. so what if you pay him, its so weird ! :/

school tomorrow. :/ there's pe. :/ sighs. probably gonna run 2.4 ? half of me wants to, & the other half doesn't :/

-thinking about what happened that day

posted @ 8:23 PM |

Sunday, April 13, 2008

daniel : not meh ? [when you get depressed, you cut your wrist in every direction] okay. that's a song. lol. EHHHH, say my superman shirttt. its nice okayy. HAHA.

met NICOLE for breakfast. :D yeah, ate at KALLANG. hoho, chicken hor fan. its a different taste, but it was nice. :D yeah. then went to EXPO. omgosh, we just talking about cell group, then i said "later JIARONG in the same train as us ah". then NICOLE suddenly said, "uhh, isn't that JIARONG ?"omhgosh, she was like 10 meters away, going to cross the road. i found it super hilarious & laughed like mad. like really like mad. all the way to hall9. & when i saw JIARONG, i started laughing again. :D YES I KNOW, I AM REALLY SPASTIC TODAY. & RETARDED, & INSANE, & EVERYTHING ELSE. lol.

had cell group. almost everyone was there. okay, maybe not. uhh, more than half was there ? yeah. then later went in for service. OHOH, today's service was different than normal. but it was awesome :D had a mini meeting after service. then took mrt back with NICOLE NATHAN YIJING JOYCE & AMANDA PANDA. :D

i'm dead beat. luckily i didn't go for gkidz today. if not i would have died on the mrt back. :/

:O finally told nicole. feel so awful from hiding it from her for so long. but its finally out. i'm embarrassed. but heck. its only eyecandy right. lol. hope she doesn't suan me bad. but she knows my also everything. so i shouldn't hide it from her. :D

- points at your face.

posted @ 8:24 PM |

DANIEL : haha, i AM random ! lol. hello emo. :D

DORCAS : i think you've told me before ! but 21st i have a divisions. so see how luh. :/

astrini : HELLLOOO. *waves hands madly*

posted @ 9:22 AM |

Saturday, April 12, 2008

BENA : BENA MINA ! :D

DORCAS : haha, i know luh. i hardly use the computer cann. lol.

bleah, i was so shacked yesterday. had school. omgosh. gp, then break. hoho, EYECANDY:D yeah. but its eyecandy for a reason. lol. then was maths. like, the most tiring sujects cann. :/ then had ONXY CHEER meeting, & there's gonna be another on on monday at 4.45pm. then hurried to WEST MALL to grab a bite. then rushed to take bus to TAMAN JURONG.

bowling was okay lah. but it was tiring. i think i improved ? but i'm still a beginner. yeah. going for 'A' DIVISIONS. omgosh. STRESS CAN. but yeah. on the 21st april, we don't need to go to school. literally, yes, cause we're meeting in school to go there. but we'll leave school by like, 7.15am ? lol. super uber ultra early. woah, our cca shirt's gonna be red. lol. & the skirt's costing 60bucks. :O lol.

then hurried to ndp rehearsals. learnt new steps . &&&, we finally got to try on the skyrunners again. :D but it was scary. i kinda got the balancing thing, but i don't dare do jumps. :/

then met MY SISTER at TIONG. then went to wait for 195. HAHA, stupid YELLOW bowling bag. yes, spastic colour, but not common. why i got it ? cause it was the last one left. :/ lol. & WE BUMPED IN HONEY AT THE BUS STOP. LIKE OMGOSH CANN ! :DDDD but sadness, i was too brain dead to go high. :/ like, i was VERY sweaty, physically shacked, mentally shacked, emotionally shacked, & my spirit's still strong.yeah. & she also accidentally bumped into her friend when she was talking to us. omgoah, another MI PAE person. OMGOSH, FINALLY SAW HONEY AFTER SOOOOOO LONGG. :DDDD TWIINN:D

today's a stay at home day. MAMA's at encounter, PAPA's home though. yeah. going out for lunch together later. i've got work, but i'm to tired to do. my brain's still dead from yesterday. & i can feel a migraine starting. :/ its gonna be HORRIBLEEEEE. :/ but if i don't start, idk when i would. i have no time tomorrow. have MOB. idk what else. i hope that's it.

emotional rollercoasters are horrifying. :/

- staring at the wall

posted @ 10:54 AM |

Thursday, April 10, 2008

J : what ?

BOB : omgosh, i haven't taken a picture of it yet ! ): haha, updating too, lol.

DORCAS : EHHH, I MISS YOU MORE OKAY.

HELLO DANIEL, I DIDN'T KNOW YOU ACTUALLY WOULD COME TO MY BLOG. :D

HELLO ZANN, I REALLY MISS TALKING TO YOU ON THE PHONE. ):

HELLO JUSTIN, WITH THE BLUEEEE EYES.

HELLO XUAN, I MISS YOU ALOT. <3

HELLO SAIFUL, YOUR RANDOMNESS ROCKS. :D

HELLO WHOEVER THAT'S READING THIS.

i'm home, after a LONGGG day of school. :/ yeah. HAD MC FOR PE. :D lol. bleah, i thought toady was running 2.4 but didn't. lol. yeah, bought locker. OMGOSH, I STU[IDLY FORGOT MY WALLET TODAY. THANK YOU BOBIN & ZANN FOR LENDING ME MONEY TO SURVIVE SCHOOL TODAY. :D yeah, tiring day. supposed to go makan kfc after school today. but in the end last minute didn't go. so sat in the canteen & talked nonsense.

I SWEAR CY IS HILARIOUS. :D haha, & i've never seen BOBIN so open. lol. & JUSTIN has blue frickin' eyes. :DD lol.

then went to bk with SAIFUL. haha. yeah. then later BOBIN & CY came, but the sat another place. yeah. then later went to look for shoelaces. but couldn't find. :/ then went home.

OMGOSH, I GOT LOCKED OUTSIDE MY OWN HOUSE JUST NOW. MY AUNTY BROUGHT AMBROSE FOR A WALK & I DIDN'T HAVE A KEY. HAHA.

- and its you & me

posted @ 9:22 PM |

Thursday, April 03, 2008

CLARICIA : HELLO :D okay ! (:

today was spastic. & so was the day before. i'm just really happy SAIFUL's in bowling. lol.

ZANNN totally rocks. what she says is true. we have this thing y'know. like some connection or something. haven't been really talking to her for a long time. & today she said some stuff to me. omgosh, its like me talking to me ! freaky, but true. :/ its cool, & freaky at the same time. but i'm glad its ZANN. (:

TRANSENDENCE AUDITIONS ARE TOMORROW, IDK IF I SPELT IT CORRECTLY, BUT I DON'T REALLY CRAE. I'M JUST FREAKING OUT NOW. :/ I HATE STAGE STUFF. I HAVE FRICKIN' STAGE FRIGHT. IDK WHY I'M PUTING IT ON MY BLOG FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE. BUT REALLY. I'M FRICKIN' OUT BADLY NOWW.

- your eyes shine a light into my soul.

posted @ 10:22 PM |