Thursday, April 30, 2009

why do i keep hijacking everything i ever cared for ?

posted @ 11:02 AM |

push push push.

posted @ 10:18 AM |

i feel so cold,
especially on the inside.

posted @ 9:42 AM |

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

schools' been, pretty alright (: HAHA.

ANYWAYS, the action for xmen is quite nice (: but i don't see the moral leh. maybe cause it just the beginning, so its quite try, lol.

tomorrow's adiv, but not going :/ anyways, adiv is not called nationals. -.- wth.

posted @ 10:37 PM |

Monday, April 27, 2009

i am kelly low,

so i must be calm & peaceful.

posted @ 11:30 PM |

ARIEL TAN : HELLO ARIEL :D lol. (:

i'm dead. a div sucked like shit. like horrible, and beyong horrible. OH GOSH. could seem to control the ball, & my shoulder was hurting. anyways, went doctor, LB accompanied me till i met MAMA :D lol. doctor gave me ten days mc from any physical activity, and she wrote bowling :/ but i'm gonna see if i can bowl on thurday.

back to school as normal tomorrow. hope haven't missed much though. oh wells.

- we'll fall together.

posted @ 8:48 PM |

Sunday, April 26, 2009

ZANN : (: thanks zann (:

its been quite afew days since i blogged. guess i've been quite filled :/

wed : training after school. guess must've been too tired to blog.

thursday : watched fast & furious after school :D lol. not bad (: just love speed racing please (:

friday : some geog thing at smu. met seconday school friends (: like ARIEL TAN & ESTER GOH. turns out JOYCE was there too (: but she had a sprained ankle :/ then headed off for cell and all. HAHA, & the disappearing act, LOL.

saturday : went for training. LB turned up at cdans :D lol. just because i injured my shoulder :/ oh wells. then rushed home to bathe then headed off for gm. lol. quite some people turned up please. more than half actually ? then went to meet LANCE to head off to pasir ris. (i swear i felt damn extra) to go for CALVIN's birthday. 

sunday : hoho, i beat ISABELLA today :D FINALLY reacher earlier than her :D like first time mann :D thought i'll reach quite late actually, lol. 

editing pi now. sucks. rawrrrrrrrrr. stupid. my brain's all stagnant now. i wanna go running, but imma lazy ass. so i'll probably cycle. (: HAHAH.

- non conforming as can be.

posted @ 5:06 PM |

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

nothing much has been happening lately ? just usual school stuff.

LANCE came over to run together today (: HAHA. the only time i'll dare run so late at night :/ wonder how i'll survive sundown please :/ thank God for the usher-ers. anyways, i got like, stitch like 500m into the run. how pathetic :/ anyways, he encouraged me to stop cause am in pain, but since i didn't wanna, he kept encouraging, until like, i ran 4km ? LOL. :D 

tomorrow's training. parents won't be home for dinner tomorrow & thursday night, got book of hebrews. friday i won't be home, got cell group. lol. sat, training and then gm. training SUPPOSEDLY ends at 12. but they'll make us play three games again. so we'll probably end at 12.45 ? but, gm starts at 12 -.- sucks. 

pi pi pi. sighs. pw. 

- you're the one i need.

posted @ 9:45 PM |

Monday, April 20, 2009

i remember the days we spent together were not enough

& you still feel like you were dreaming, but we always woke up

never thought not having you here now would hurt so much.

- i'm still missing you.

posted @ 3:43 PM |

Saturday, April 18, 2009

JUSTIN : come for the mi carnival ! :D :D :D its my mi's official opening ceremony or something ? lol.

hoho, i'm sunburnt :D okay, not really. but just red. which is quite unusual for me. cause only turn BLACK-ish or something, never/hardly red. LOL. so, its quite funny (: lol.

watched knowing (: quite cool (: but the guy looks insane. though i probably would be too if i were in his shoes. HAHHAHA.

dinner was gooood (: ate herbal chicken at alexandra there. near gillman. it was GREAT. i would say nocer than MAMA's, only cause its saltier (: but MAMA doesn't really like it salty, lol. the food was goood (: mee goreng, herbal chicken, veg, stingray. only for two people (: HAHA, actually, its quite funny. after i moved, i keep going back to alexandra/vivo area. HAHA. quite retarded :p

gotts do mob. gonna do by tonight. no time to do tomorrow. unless i don't hang around after church. can't go for gm, but its cancelled now. :/ oh wells. 

shorts for church tomorrow. & i left hoodie in school ): sucks.

- you found me, crying on the floor.

posted @ 9:41 PM |

Friday, April 17, 2009

days just goes by. not bad, have been doing work mann :D i feel awfully geek-ish. HAHA.

imma self proclaimed geek today. LOL. quite stupid.

had bowling after school. HAZEL's got an awful sore throat, that its so uncomfortable for her to talk :/ GET WELL SOON HAZELIN :D yeah. oh, LANCE stayed to accompany till bowling (:

cca was, i won't really say tough. but alittle annoying. was so hard to control the ball :/ headed back home, then to meet YJ at central for dinner, but ate at tiong. :/ then off to JR's house for cell (:

so uncomfortable actually, super sweaty & all. oh, cell was really informal. lol. JR talked about BGR & all ? think cause we're all turned eighteen already. or most of them are already eighteen. LOL. (yay, i'm still young mann :D at least for now (:  )

bus-ed home with YJ. & got kinda freaked out after getting off the bus. super dark & all. & so many men around :/ thankfully LB accompanied me home (: though phone at least (: so sweet please (:

anyways, have to sleep early (:

- your voice is the soundtrack of my summer.

posted @ 11:21 PM |

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

my love is here <3

posted @ 9:25 PM |

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

the world forces us to be hard-hearted, to block out hurt.

but what it actually does, it block out all our emotions.

the emotions that makes us, us.

the emotions that makes us feel.

the emotions that makes us different.

the emotions that makes us human.

posted @ 11:27 PM |

rushed off from school to city hall. had management meeting. alot to cover huh ? left SUPER early, like 8.30 ? cause MAMA demanded i be home before 9 ): so left when they were like, only halfway through :/ reached home alittle late, luckily MAMA didn't scold mann :/

tomorrow gotta bring bowling ball to school ): (dies) so mafan luh :/ oh wells. luckily LANCE is going school with me tomorrow (: lol. NO, he's not gonna drag my ball for me, lol.

training tomorrow. oh wells. then thursday got meeting after school. then friday got training. then saturday got training, LOL. not bad, never had so much training before, LOL. oh, AMANDA qualified for the race today, for nationals (: lol.

doing PI now. or more of, editing it. oh gosh, am dead. eight hundred plus plus words. not inncluding feasability & managability yet leh :/ shit :/

- i will follow where-ever you may gooooo :p

posted @ 10:56 PM |

DORCAS : my comp dates are out. will contact you soon (:


back in school. this is what you get when you're bored during breaks.

i need sleep. quite badly, though idk why. i'm having a headache. not mirgraine, thank God.

needa do work. mob's not done yet. but it still feels like alot of work's not done :/ oh, needa improve on pi :/ sucks. NICOLE & LIZ is doing same pw questions. lol.




- don't think you're safe, cause its not over.

posted @ 10:39 AM |

Sunday, April 12, 2009

the video is finally out (:

posted @ 11:07 PM |

DORCAS : oh mann :/ sucks :/ anyways, i'll text you (: YEAH, omgosh :/ but nevermind. we'll go the next time they come around okay ? (:

HID : OMGOSH, yeah ! & my school's so near your home please (: which school d'you go to ? (:

well, church today was as per normal. omgosh, didn't know JIREH came today until saw him walking around with KEEXIANG. lol. 

PAPA's back pain is getting worse. we kinda suspect its a spiritual attack. it always happens when he's gonna go on mission trips & do evangeliatic events :/ sucks. he's leaving for brastagi tomorrow till sunday :/ so loooong :/ can't wait till he's back. he's gonna leave home at 5.30am tomorrow luh ! :/ i wanna wake to say bye ): hope my lazy ass would get up :/

there's gonna be a management meeting this week. but only tuesday is free. see how luh :/ hope i can still make it if they put it on another day.

cell this week is on friday at JR's house. hoho, interesting. lol. does it mean i've to bring my bible to school ? lol. well, at least it means we won't have to stay late on sundays (:

- in the night, there's a fire in my eyes.

posted @ 9:31 PM |

Saturday, April 11, 2009

run baby run, don't ever look back

they'll tear us apart if, you give them the chance

don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be

run baby run

forever it'll be, you & me

(:

posted @ 11:35 PM |

taken.

a really interesting movie. its a real grabber actually (: heh. 

but i still wanna watch 'knowing' (: HAHA, actually, i wanna watch alot of shows. so many nice shows coming soon ! :D transformers, knowing, fast&furious, angels&demons, terminator. :D he rest i can rememer. but 'henry poole is here' is a MUST watch :D lol. (:

anyways, had training this morning. survived, though wrist was a killer this morning :/ insanely painful. but not as horrible as the other time. it just hurt when i move it :/ but it got better after playing (:

then went to study. econs -.- sucks. but anyways, turns out year3 also recently learnt about trade ! LOL. though year3 should've been far ahead of us ? lol. :p

watch watch (: lets see how okay ? its kinda tight :/

training's gonna be three times a week. but i'm not gonna complain just yet, cause every other sports cca is worse than that. (: but lugging the bowling ball around the play is so annoying :/ 

PAPA's leaving sg monday morning :/ till sunday. oh wells. gonna travel on my own. its alright. a little bus rides would be fine (: 

hoho, & nationals start next week (: good luck AMANDA ! & good luck LANCE ! :D lol. & all others too (:

gonna be at church way early tomorrow cause parents have power station. oh wells. (:

- i'm willing, just for you. & you only (:

posted @ 10:29 PM |

Friday, April 10, 2009

DORCAS : YES. omgosh ! :D HAHAH. but, work hard for now yeah ? (: more freedom after (:

had good friday event this morning. okay lah. not bad. 2 salvations, 2 rededication. HAHA. (: awesome (: then bus-ed back home with YJ. parents were gonna have their TGIF, so we just hung around to eat :p :D

later got entertained with youtube videos, blogs & guitar (: HAHA. amusing much ? lol. SIS's boyf was over. & he played hotel 626 in my room -.- damn-ed.

tomorrow's another day of stuff. training in the morning :/ then probably gonna study after that. HAHA. i've got quite work to complete :/

- many songs stuck in my head.

posted @ 10:41 PM |

Thursday, April 09, 2009

well, its the end of the week again. a short week this week ? but seemed to move really slowly though :/ but yet rushing deadlines :/

long weekends ahead ? tomorrow's good friday event. there's extra training on saturday. & church on sunday. not very free after all :/

i need more time :/ too many deadlines. too much work. idk mann.

but NEVERMIND. (:




- & i'm on my knees searching for the answer.

posted @ 10:33 PM |

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

dragonforce.

what to do ? i'm really confused. i'll regret if i not go, but i think i'll regret if i go :/ 

was talking to LANCE about it the other day. oh wells. i don't feel like going already. idk why. considered out both sides & all. ( its okay DORCAS, we can go again another time (: after major exams so mama won't stop us yeah ? )  :D

posted @ 10:39 PM |

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

there was combined cell on sunday, only NICOLE JOYCE YJ JR & i were there. not including menbers from the other side though. cause AMANDA left before JR came. & JOYCE & NICOLE left halfway :/ so left YJ & i :/ anyways, lunch at subway. then rushed to ps there. omgosh, metal candy <3> THANK YOUUUUU :D :D :D

rushed to town with LANCE yesterday. THANK YOU IAN. he help photoshop the bowling tee design. (: last minute somemore (: as in, i asked him like, that morning, & evening he took the paper & details, & he finished by 2am (: THANK YOU (: then rushed home, & ko-ed early.

HAHA, i OVERSLEPT this morning. forgot to reset alarm to 6.45. :/ so when it rang at 6.55, i happy happy go snooze it & went back to sleep. thankfully LB called to wake me (:

volleyball this morning, OHMYGOSH. i don't like volleyball ): 

HAHA. slackers for life go ohub when they've nothing to do (: thank you KELLY :D for constantly going ohub with me cause we were bored :p lol. 

had a nice talk just now (: heh. & bumped into two of LB's friends. one of them said the playground is for hankie-pankie. LOL. quite funny actually. (: people who stay around clementi, lol. (:

three months (: 

- & i'll still hold your hand in mine when i'm asleep.

posted @ 10:10 PM |

Sunday, April 05, 2009

detroit city metal.

well, its quite a funny show. amusing in fact. but i'll have to admit, its quite an insulting, or disturbing movie, to a certain extent. (no offence to anyone who likes that show though. its juat a personal view) yeah, its nice, about dreams & aspirations. but i didn't really like the way they portrayed metal. but probably cause it death metal ? & not those normal ones ?

so well, its quite alright. its disturbing listening to those sanantic music. but its alright. its a movie after all. (:

posted @ 9:21 PM |

take me with you, i will never let you down.

i will love you, now & forever

posted @ 3:11 PM |

i'll have to admit,

i wanna see the world won for Christ.

posted @ 10:27 AM |

Saturday, April 04, 2009

kelly the nerd is back.

i'm gonna bury myself in work later,

to flood out that awful dream i had.

- but it was just too realistic.

posted @ 10:12 AM |

Friday, April 03, 2009

was told i walk like a chicken, HAHA. okay, not really walk, & not really chicken. but coach said "you walk like a chicken". for the bowling five-steps, he meant. said i land too hard. HAHA, qite retarded. :p

got quite some work for the weekends :/

/mob 3 essay questions

/econs case study

/clb worksheet(HAHAHAH, don't think i'll ever do it)

/lit unseen poems

/gp two compre (which one of them i didn't recieve :p )

awesome. packed weekend. hope parents allow my out to do work tomorrow. won't be able to concentrate if i do work at home :/

good friday is coming up. well, its next friday. 2pm at JR's house. excellent. think we're combining with STEPH GO's cell ? then, best, packed please.

i'm becoming more sarcastic. HAHA, quite retarded, & more mean too ! :D but oh wells. guess i've always been, just never really said it out, unless with people i'm really comfortable with (:

bumped in to KENJI on the way home btw. was with LB. hoho. 

im quite tired. awaiting for hair to dry then i'm off to lalaland. but have to ask MAMA too, about tomorrow. see how luh :/ 

- i wanna sleeep. or rather, i wanna have a good & UNDISTURBED rest. (:

posted @ 9:04 PM |

omgosh, i can't believe it.

i actually stayed up so late to so econs :O

&i'm not even done yet.

i really don't like 25 marks essay questions ):

i've done half. hope MR TANG doesn't grumble tomorrow.

if i'm still sleepy, i'm scared i won't be able to control myself,

ooo, but maybe i'll be too tired to be bothered (:

should i wake up or not ? :/

posted @ 12:26 AM |

Thursday, April 02, 2009

school has been all fast & rushy. time passes so fast, rushing to meet deadlines. the only time passes slowing is when, you're  in a really boring lesson :/ well, my class' workload is not as bad as some other classes. but it sucks. WORK HARD MARVIN. 

it rained. like HARD, before pe. was quite happy (: until it stopped in time for pe. so guess what, we still had to play volleyball. :/ idk, never really had a liking towards volleyball somehow. i know i can't play. but its a sport i'm so reluctant to learn :/ ANYWAYS, MF came after pe to fetch me home (: even though i was SOOO sweaty & all. lol. idk if its a good or bad thing though (:

got afew things to get settled by today.

/gp it project on media & communications to send to JEAN by 9pm

/econs alevels2006 & TJCprelim2006 marco essay questions

/lit paragraph on form on that stupid unseen poem

/mob 3 essay questions on HRM

congratulations kelly. you've got your night packed -.-

posted @ 6:43 PM |

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

when will we stop
buying things we don't need,
with money we don't have,
to impress peple we dont know ?

posted @ 12:38 PM |