kellyHIGH

14 november
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i'm spastic & i know it. i laugh for no reason & cannot stop. have weird crazes thats not normal & i'm usually not sane. that's who i am. i'm not easily annoyed, but when i am i not easily not annoyed. any questions ? ask the person who made me.


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    Weijie | prozac.puppets

    Saturday, May 31, 2008

    daniel : NO LUH, i'm hungry for DUCK rice. :D

    ZANN : we'll meet up soon okay ? (:


    yesterday
    went shopping with MAMA & SISTER. & yes, we went vivo. okay, total i saw 6 mi people that i actually recognised. :O 1 is by uniform, the rest is face. yeah. :/ okay, shopped, the whole afternoon ? lol. bought one top, one bottom, one shades, one bag. haha. yeah, many won't call that fruitful, but heck, i enjoyed myself. lol.

    today
    had ndp in the morning again. oh gosh, we must move super fast leh. :/ like super super super. lol. okay, maybe not much to lol about, but yeah. then laer came home & ordered mac delivery. haha, yes, i actually ate macs, but i don't eat that often mann. lol. cause ISABELLA wasn't feeling too well, so yeah. YAY, went swimming mann :D super happy. (: but idk if i'll be able to wake up tomorrow. have to reach expo by 8am tomorrow to set up cann. :/sighs. :/ but anyways, went shopping at queensway today. haha, bought straights, fbt, & phone pouch thing. HAHA. lol. DANIEL, PLEASE DON'T KILL ME WHEN YOU SEE IT. yeah. anyways, i'm going shopping, AGAIN, on thursday with YIJING. bugis street mann :D




    - i'm the voice inside your head, that you refuse to hear.

    posted @ 8:50 PM |

    Monday, May 26, 2008

    esmond : thank you ! :D but it got snip snipped away ! good & bad lah. short short fringe. :/

    dawn : i think there is in every school ! haha, nahh, not mush interest. lol.

    jamie : JAMIEEEEEE :D omgosh, yes, me too ! (:

    posted @ 8:24 PM |

    Friday, May 23, 2008

    okay, pictures time (:

    sports night, aka track & field meet.

    EK'E CECELIA MANGO/JIAYING & i :D

    EK'E :D

    <3

    :D

    cip day.

    JAZ (:

    EK'E (:

    the SUPER cute little boy. (: who's shorter than me :D his name is matthew. (:




    posted @ 9:14 PM |


    JUSTIN : hello ahbeng :D i'm hardly online, don't y'know ? lol. cip day was, uhh, fun with the people. (:


    CUT MY HAIR ON WEDNESDAY ! OMGOSH, ITS QUITE DIFFERENT. :O

    CIP DAY was yesterday. went to PEI CHUN PUBLIC SCHOOL, in toa payoh. met ISABELLA at queenstown mrt. like so conscidence lah ! (or however its spelt :/) yeah. met the group at subway & bus-ed to th school. thought i would be boring at first, but with the class people there, it was actually quite fun. (: yeah, took some pictures, but i only have 3 of them. lol. shall uload them soon. yeah.

    then met the other classmates at PS. & ate lunch there. quite afew of them left after that. then we walked around, cause we heard MISS LEE was coming. but she didn't in the end. so BENA ASTRINI & HUIJIE left. leaving DANIEL JEREMY EK'E & i. we caught a movie, like 10 minutes before it started. DRILLBIT TAYLOR. GOSH, its hilarious. yes, i know i laughed like mad, & i'm sorry, if i caused any disturbance. anyways, DANIEL was super nice to move seat. lol. cause there was no one on my right actually. & the empty feeling was SUPER weird, so he moved over. :D but later, a SC came. but like, a few seats away ? OH GOSH, like 2 shows going on at one time. one infront on the screen, one one the right of DANIEL :O

    then later when to HEEREN. walked a little, then went to PARAGON & hung out at coffee bean. (: & yes, we laughed over minour stuff. uhh, we as in EK'E & i. i think the guys are sane already, & we're not. LOL.

    today was, fine. (: but CECELIA didn't come to school today. :/ had fun raising after school again. so little business today. sighs. but, guess its okay lah. not bad for beginners ? lol.

    then dropped by STC to get the yearbook. OMGOSH, looked horrible in the class picture & cca picture. luckily my face only appeared 3 times in the book. i think, from what i saw. lol. hung around with DORCAS & her two hilarious friends. (: i miss those days where we talked all nonsense with no care in the world. (: yeah, but then came back home luh.




    - the unknown from this public place.

    posted @ 8:54 PM |

    Thursday, May 22, 2008

    daniel : yep. attended daniel WONG's gig. so many daniels. also quite confusing. lol.

    shuhan : omgosh. :/ shit, i go change.

    kel : hello. (:

    JUSTIN : haha, i'm not a bear luh. LOL. of course i enjoyed it ! :D cause ahbeng's guitar is hot. (:

    posted @ 10:55 PM |

    Sunday, May 18, 2008

    dawn : haven't checked it out. omgosh, imy mann. slacking during the june hols ?

    jolene : OMGOSH, YEAH. its been so long lah. ://// haha, okay, relinked. (:

    shuhan : hellooo. linked.


    today's sunday. didn't go gkidz today. sighs. actually i had alot to post during the weekk. but now too lazy to type.

    ANYWAYSS, attended JUSTIN's gig yesterday. okay, DANIEL's gig too. haha, at homeclub. yeah, not bad seh. (: other than the fact that i couldn't see half the things going on, it was still nice. (: noo, not just the hair, the eyes. lol.

    ohoh, sports night. not bad. haha. before that went to makan with the rest at town. (:

    i've got to rush already.




    - the deception in your eyes.

    posted @ 11:01 AM |

    Wednesday, May 14, 2008

    ZANNhayley : imy you too mann. :/ didn't see you for so long. :/

    DAWN : ELEPHANT ! :D ohgosh, haven't seen you in ages can ! :/


    today's another school day. had bowling training. but before that, had the fun raising thing for MI MART after school. yes, fun raising ain't that fun y'know. :/ yeah. then had cca. i think i pulled something at my right hip. gosh, its okay if i don't move for a little while, but once i move, it'll hurt like CRAZYYY. :/ & to think i'm supposed to have a large thrash hold for pain. :/

    dinner with HAZELIN after training. then took the long bus ride of 61 home. & i met MICHELLE on the bus ! :D haha, yes, she stays in gillman too. lol. so we talked a little. yeah, then we seperated & i came home.

    tomorrow probably gonna met YIJING & NICOLE after school, to go eat pizza or something ? i'll be going for sports night on friday, CONFIRMED. & bleah, gp mids are on friday too. ANYWAYSSS, ndp got changed to saturdayyy. :D idk if its for this week only, but i'm happy it is. at least i don't have to miss training.

    messed up all. yes, i've said it twice. & i really don't feel like saying it again. too many things running in my head, & gosh, why am i posting it here ? off to the other.




    - the same, now & foevermore.

    posted @ 10:23 PM |

    Sunday, May 11, 2008

    didn't go for gkidz today. but met GAVIN for lunch. yeah, in town, & ate at paragon. lol. then went to church. & yes, we were late. HAHA, the shutters were closed already, so we went in the back door.

    NICOLE ! MATCHING MANN :D lol, okay, private joke. TOMMY TENNEY gave the sermon today. but he's so different today from yesterday luh. :/ he was so much funnier yesterday. lol. yeah. then got some book that PASTOR KHONG wrote. so it kinda, ruined the whole arrangement in my file. & in the end, had no space to put my specs. so i had to wear them. & SORRY YIJING & JOYCE, I WAS LAUGHING TO MUCH JUST NOW TO NOT SMILE. lol. yes, specs, with guns n' roses shirt, with black skinnies, studded belt, blac converse, & i carried NICOLE's guitar. lol. how much blacker can i look ? LOL. &&&, plus the hair. but shucks, its brownish. :/ i feel like cutting my hair, should i ? like trim like re-style. feel like changing it. but of course, my fringe would still be there. LOL. :D

    i'm feeling spasticly random now. as usual. lol. so weird. but yeah. OH YEAH, my house still doesn't have water. but they set up taps for us outside. so its like, looks lik some water rationing thing. HAHA. yeah. but the water is COLDDDD. but heck. thee's water to bathe & all, i'm fine with it. (:

    tomrrow's school again. saturday just felt like yesterday. oh wai, it is yesterday. :/ drats. lol. but sighs, another school day. tomorrow have LIT test. then tuesday have econs test. then somewhere in between have mob test. then on friday there's gp mids. gosh. oh mann, :/ friday evening there's sports night, & npd training. gosh, which one to attend, idk. i think i'll probably attend the sports night ? cause its once is year ?(is it ?) but ndp is like. i'm already lagging behind. :/ i can jump, i can run, i can walk. but i can't get up by my own if i fall. which sucks. :/ so i'm really stuck in a bad situation right now. :/

    gosh. so many things going on next week. including all the tests & exam & that friday thing. i still have "training" tomorrow. for my hike in june. then ndp training on tuesday. then bowling training on wednesday. then meeting YIJING & NICOLE on thursday. GOSHHH. & saturday's there's JUSTIN's gig too. then another busy sunday. :/ whole week gone seh. :/ omgosh, i feel so mean, i'm like grumbling it to DANIEL. lol.




    - the emptiness in my heart

    posted @ 8:09 PM |

    Saturday, May 10, 2008

    daniel : HAHA, yeah luh. its okay, we shan't emo mann. lol.


    TODAY IS A HORRIBLE DAY. woke up this morning to AUNTY MEL saying the pipe burst during the night, & that we had no water. GOSH CAN. so screwed. & yes, i'm a freak, who cannot not bathe in the morning. & cannot not bathe before i go out. today was a living nightmare for me lahh. :/ but had water to brush teeth. then went to the condo swimming pool toilet to bathe. LOL, there was someone else bathing there too lah. YES, NOW THE WHOLE BLOCK DOESN'T HAVE WATER. :/

    went for the TOMMY TENNEY seminar. it super interesting. his examples are so real. :D which are also freaky lah. haha. yeah, gosh. i'm tired.

    yesterday's ndp was quite sucky. i forgot how to run at first. & forgot how to jump. then i tried staning up on the power risers by myself, & i failed. like so many times. until i got super frustrated cann. :/ GOSH. yesh. then later i managed to jump again with IVAN's help. & ran a little with MY SISTER. okay, maybe not a little. like 100metres jump/run ? HAHA. spastic.




    - your emptiness limits your miracles.

    posted @ 9:33 PM |

    Friday, May 09, 2008

    YJ : OMGOSH, YIJING. flood seh. HAHA. :D yes, not as much trademark smiles anymore. but still abit the weird leh, smiling with teeth. lol. :/

    dhiv : HELLO :D lol. yay, it was fun with you guys too ! (: yeah, they're fine, except for that thing i showed you the other time. :/

    YS : hello. (:


    school's fine. its getting better. like, class' fine & all. starting to mix lah. idk, but yes, i'm anti-social. i just don't like to, y'know, try & mix around & all. but its getting better. HAHA.

    i hate last words. idk, but ido. its like, bleah. sucks.

    drats, now i'm like no mood to blog already. after not blogging for so long, finally when i can. i don't feel like. so weirdddddd. :/ oh wells, i'm sure i'll blog on the other side.

    i've gotten my new specs already. HAHA. looks like army specs. but not. & people laughed today. :/ so sad luhhh. :/ like ''hi keh. . ." (opens eyes wide, pauses, & starts laughing). like wth luh. :/the worst was JUSTIN, gosh. YES, AHBENG, he walked past my class, stared in, pointed & started laughing. lol. & still text me to say it was funny. lol. but i know i look funny lah. but heck. what can i do ? lol.




    - & the scars remind us that the past is real.

    posted @ 4:48 PM |

    Sunday, May 04, 2008

    had gkidz this morning. yeah, omgosh, i got hugs from the kids. (: like, uhh, 8 kids ? :D yeah, like, they're so trusting, they even hug a stranger. okay, maybe no a stranger, they've seen me for some time already. lol.

    then had to go for cell group. was waiting for some people, so i went to go buy food. & GUESS WHAT, ZURIEL WAS LIKE, TALKING WITH HIS FRIEND & SUDENLY HE WENT HELLOOO (: OMGOSH, THEN I LOOKED. GOSH, HE REMEMBERED ME CANNN ! :D haha, ye, he's a UBER cute, UBER nice, & UBER good-looking 5 year old kid. NOOOOO, i'm not some paelophile. but i just didn't think he'll remember me. now his hair has streeks of golden. used to be green. :D

    yes, then cell group. then celebrated PEISHI's birthday :DDD yeah. then went for service. & yes, i was dozing off, AGAIN. idk why. i'm just super tired. but luckily i was sitting next to JOYCE. HAHAHA. she was my source of energy, & the reason i could stay awake. :D

    then went to RAFFLES CITY. :D bought presents. for my MAMA, & JIARONG. i dont think JR would read my blog, so i think its safe to post. ANYWAYSSS, yeah. & i bought a billabong cap & a watch. with YIJING & PEI SHI of course, :D

    i'm being spastic now. as usual. bleah.




    - i'll stand for you that's all i'll do ; cause there's nothing that compares to you

    posted @ 9:57 PM |


    every sunday when i come to children ministry. i just see those little children. the innocence in their eyes. & you can't help but to pity. but no, pity is a horrible word. you can't help but to ponder, & worry. these innocent ones. these unwary ones.they're gonna get flung into this horrible world that we're already struggling in. they won't have a choice, they won't have a say. & it'll probably hit them before they could react. the torture of the world, even the thought that it's gonna get buried in their souls, its frightening. you even feel the pain in your hearts to know that it'll happen to them.

    posted @ 8:57 PM |

    Thursday, May 01, 2008

    esmond : I BOUGHT THE SHOES TODAYYYYY :D you're so gonna see it tomorrow ! :DD

    elaine : i feel like changing the style ! :/ of course ! :DD always mann. :D


    woke up like 10 plus today. went out for breakfast/lunch with family. then dropped by the new house. GOSH, it looks like some SUPER run down place. no celing no walls not. LOL. for the second floor only though. then went to vivo. SISTER pangseh, left to go meet her friend. & yes, i was with my parents.

    checked out nokia & some phone shops. MAMA wants to change phone. but only checked out today. then went to everlast to buy the CHECKS SHOES. :D then checked out the samung tvs. then headed to queensway. had my specs done. & yes, i broke it. lol. by playing with it. :/ yeah. i'm gonna be KELLY THE NERD soon mann. :D black specs. lol. BOBIN is so gonna call me matt again lah. with the specs & shoes. lickily it won't be done till next tuesday. LOL. stupid san guang.

    wen to the gym with MAMA. while PAPA walked AMBROSE. lol. ran & weights. tiring, survivable. lol. OMGOSH, JUST FOUND OUT 2.4 IS LIKE NEXT WEEK. :O & i haven't trained. super screwed up lah ! freak freak freak.




    - & i know, how i feel about you now.

    posted @ 8:35 PM |