GRUNGE &ROCK THE WORLD

Friday, February 29, 2008

today was, okay. fun. so so. lol. okay, fun.

ITS THE FRICKIN' LEAP YEAR THING TODAY. HOHO. :D I'M SO HAPPY (:

went to school early. then went to the toilet to meet ZANN. she looks ao different with her hair down. :O but she still looks nice. ZANN ROCKS OKAYYY. :D yeah. then went to the stadium to meet the rest.

omg, we thought DANIAL got caught for hair okayy. yeah. idk if he actually got caught. but he later came back asking if anyone had wax. lol. yes, & i came in handy. gastby moving rubber & gastby SH spray. :D lol. ZANN XUAN & i went to the toilet to help ZANN respray her ahir jic. haha. so heng we didn't get caught for uniform or hair. :D

then we ponned bio & went to the library. or was it chem. but either way, we ponned. yeah. i love the usual corner. lol. so much moe privacy cann. no librarian coming around. ZANN & XUAN went away again. ): in search for a table, cause ZANN wanted to do some drawing. then stayed behind with SAIFUL RAM & another guy. it was super crappy. we talk about almost everything. shoe size to rubriks to guy stuff. :O yeah.

then went for mangement class. ZANN went to talk to her friend. so i copied notes for her. omgg, i don't copy notes one cann. i'm a listener, not a copier. i learn by listening, not reading/writting. lol. omgg, SAIFUL IS MEANNNN. he took stupid candid shots of me during lesson can. )): with his "mirrored" phone. & JUSTIN said i looked like a bear in my glasses ! ): YONGJIA was still doing the cube, & XUAN was quiet during lesson. )))))):

break was as normal. yeah.

then was ht. it was nice lah. but ZANN seemed quite tired. )): but it was quite okay. at least they're feeling okay. :D

went out with ZANN after school. (: she's super funny lah. omg, we kept laughing like mad in raffles city. :D then we went to penin to check out some shoes. then we went to esplanade to hang out. :D
THANK YOU ZANN ! FOR WHATEVER THAT HAPPENED TODAY. ESPECIALLY AT ESPLANADE. :D YOU ROCK. (:

- the world has gone all cold again.

posted @ 6:29 PM |

Thursday, February 28, 2008

bora : yes AMIRAH ? :D

zahrah : lol yeah. some people different clan luhh. :/

today was fun. so much happened, but at least it was fun. lol. :D

FINALLY came to school early. haha. then ZANN came. then SAIFUL. omgg, he looks so different in mi uniform cann. lol. then XUAN came & all. yeah. then went to the hall. we're gonna have SILENCE reading on tuesday says our OGT. HAHHA. yeah.

then came ECONS. ZANN wore my ij uniform. omg can, we walked to class & thought we were in for trouble cause the teacher was already there & we were so late. but it was MISS HO. luckily, cause she's nice. (:

then was maths. sat in front of RAJ & BOBIN. omg. someone kept kicking my chair, & i still don't know who. the teacher thiught functions can. omg, i KNOW my functions. then she teach, then now she confused me can ! :/

yeah, then was break. ate some lor mee. or luh you. idk. lol. :/ which was in a HUGEE portion.

then was lit. omg. i'm the only one's who's gonna take lit & yet the rest came along too okayy. so sweet can ! :D yeah. then later we went library & ATTEMPTED to play murder. lol. then was chinese in the hall. yeah. then ZANN & XUAN went for the H2 chinese lessons. i felt so bad for not going. cause its like, i din't wanna pangsei them. but but bu, i won't understnd what the teacher's saying ! :/

so went to west mall with RAM, SAIFUL, RAJ, BORA & SITTI. yeah. ate kfc. then went back to mi. BORA'a cousin came with us. then we went to the library to slack & play murder. :D yeah. then later ZANN & GABRIEL came & joined us. yeah. everyone was playing with rubriks. so somehow, SAIFUL & i started flicking cards at each other. so retarded can. like kids. :O yeah. then RAJ left. then ZANN left. then RAM & GABRIEL went to the general office to book out. yeah. then BORA & SAIFUL slowly made our way down.

then met them at the foyer then went to west mall cause SAIFUL wanted to meet his friend. lol. then went to take mrt home luh. omg, i swear SAIFUL is lammeeeee. haha. typical barker. but he's nice luh. lol.

tomorrow's there's school again. going out after school with ZANN. :D have to buy uniform. omg, tomorrow there's uniform & hair check. :O hope i don't get caught ! hoho.

- YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME ? come get it, i dare you.

posted @ 9:13 PM |

Monday, February 25, 2008

finally transfered pictures to the computer. lol.

this awesomely HUGE turtle i saw the other walking to the bus stop. :O

ZANN. :D

li xuan :D

the people who sit behind. (:

saiful, ram, zann & lixuan :DD

today was FUN. haha. kinda. ZANN actually went to ask BARKER BOY if she had scared DANIAL away cann ! haha, super funny. yeah.

yeah, can't remeber much from today. omg, i still feel so bad for the games thing. the guys said its just a game. but i still feel bad. like, i really never heard of those people before ! )): & i also feel bad for lunch. like 2 guys moved away so ZANN & i have seats. )): but SAIFUL said its cause they wanted to seat with they're friends. but still. . . ):

omg. then i broght LI XUAN & ZANN up to the rooftop. haha. super funnny. :D then later went down to sit for the finale. omggg, then BRANDON was like, imagine we're playing now. :/ i was like :/ cann ! ): lol. yeah. but finale was funny. & I SWEAR THOSE FLINSTONES GIRLS WERE LIKE CLUBBING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HALL LAH. JUST GIVE THEM SOME POLES & DIM THE LIGHTS CAN ALREADY LUH. :/

OMGGG, the last mi thing was so cuteeee. :D i danced with ZANN. idk the guy steps, but i still did ! :DDD lol.

then went for PIZZA HUT with ZANN, RAJ, RAM & BORA. i thought BRIGETTE would come luh. but i guess she was busy. :/ then RAM & BORA were so sweet & accompanyed me to go but moving rubber. :D nono, they didn't buy too. but they just accompanied luh. super nice right ? :D

tomorrow lessons start. lol. idk whether to be happy or sad. haha. this is so funny.

OMG, I ADMITTED IT. :O I SAID IT OUT. IT NO MORE A SECRET. :/

- & the sun will set for you (:

posted @ 9:18 PM |

Sunday, February 24, 2008

bora : CUTIEST SEDUCTION hor. sorry lah, psps. i remembered wrongly. lol.

jolene : omggg. you worked today ? :/ omg, it was that tiring ? :/

ZANN : helloo. (: omg, please don't tell me you see the posts together with the tag too ! :/ yes, i love you too ! :D

went for cell group today. omg, the ride to expo sucks. HELLOO PEOPLE, NEVER SEE RED SKINNIES BEFORE IS IT ? NONO, YOU'VE NEVER SEEN LOW PANTS BEFORE EITHER. zzz. everyone was late too. haha. & i went to miss 2 trains at tm cann. haha. in the end i was late too. :/

hoho, hotdogs with no sauce rocks. :D

yeah, then went for service. yeah. my left calf hurts ALOTT. idk why. its like i pulled a muscle last night while i was sleeping or something. :/ it really hurts, ALOT. :/ :( T.T i hurts when i move it cann. :/

went to cut my hair today. like after church i went to go cut. after i cut, it looked exactly like a pictured it. now, it just looks screwed. HAHA. the sides are still long ! :O yeah. i'm gonna try going to school tomorrow with a changed parting. lets see who will notice. but i told ZANN already. & tose who read my blog doesn't count. lol.

- show me how to live ; teach me how to pray. :D

posted @ 8:25 PM |

MOO : yes paul. lol. omg, i didn't think you'll come see my blog can. :O

i didn't go for GKIDZ today, & u'm feeling really guiity. idk. was actually supposed to go for first service then go for rehearsal/jamming at 2pm. but it cancelled. so, i decided to sleep in. :O yeah. but we still have cell meeting later at 12pm.

tomorrow's finale. omg, i think this is gonna be like pae. this orientation is more fun than pae's one. but not as fun as the 08B6 times. sighs. maybe its more fun cause there's some 08B6 people here. but idk.

hope tomorrow won't be drony can. pae was a little drony for finale. OMG, tomorrow still have mass dance. :O omggggg.

i'm still wondering how tuesday would be. we don't even know our combinations can. we haven't even chosen them ! haha. yeah. maybe we'll just stay in our groups & that would be our temporay class. like, FLINSTONES 4. omg. i don't think they're on enough to play mass catching though.

SADDENING. my group's people are quite deadddddd. :/ :( T.T uhh, nono, not in cheers kinda way. cause i don't do cheers. like, they're just deadish y'know. like only the people that sit behind in the row are nice. haha. or more socialble luh. omg, i sound super ego, cause i sit behind too. haha. yeah. like ZANN, LI XUAN, DANIAL, & the barker boy. lol. the other people are quite anti-social. ): or kinda stay among each other. oh, & YONG JIA too. he sits behind too. sighsssssss.

its gonna take are an hour & a half to get to church. :/ or maybe less. depends if i catch the bus. sighs. well, i could have the time alone. so weird, sometimes you meet people along the way, & they're like "you came alone ?" & give you that look. like, HELLOO, whats wrong with going to church alone. i'm meeting my friends later. & i wanna have time alone. away from people who judge for no reason like you. wth. its so frustrating cann. :/

- wishing i could see you again ;

posted @ 9:24 AM |

Saturday, February 23, 2008

woah. was actually supposed to play for orientation on monday. like, y'know. clan performance. but last minute cancelled. so heng, i keeping practicing, but i'm still slow on the solo. but its okay already. omg, actually, imagine me lugging my electiric to school on monday. it'll be hilarious cann. :O

ZANN told me just now she went to but uniform. omg, & BRANDON was there can. haha. so funny. & that was when i heard about the cancelling of the band performance. then she said she heard. lol. but SUPER funny can ! like, so sway meet people y'know when you're buying uniform. haha. i'll probably hide in the toilet can !

later have prayer meeting. at TCT. but meeting JIARONG, NICOLE & whoever else for dinner. nono, i'm not being mean. it just that i really don't know who else is joining us. lol.

- you're really a big mess ain't you ?

posted @ 4:59 PM |

Friday, February 22, 2008

jolene : i miss y'all too ! :D

norman : nahh, its okay. (: try to come to school soon yeah ? haha. & crash our clan. lol.

orientation 3rd day. lol. made new friends. HAHA. maybe i'm not as anti-social as i thought i was. but maybe i am lah. but its still so akward. the first "hello". HAHA. yeah. but at least i've got ZANNNNNN :D

BORA WAS ON STAGE TODAY FOR "THE SEXIEST. . ." :D

mystey game was so zzz. but it was fun, cause we were all talking & all. yeah. RUBRIKS CUBE. so amusing luh. YONG JIA was playing with it. yay ! everyone's learning it. :D lol. LI XUAN knows too luh.

- you think y'know everything ; but think again

posted @ 10:08 PM |

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

LOLLIPOP : omg, LOLLIPOP ! :D <3

sharon : EHHHH. lol.AH MAAAA. :D

yesterday was like :D

o8B6 had a class outing. though only 6 people came which was so :/, but it was still fun. hoped on the train JOLENE was on. then went all the way to PASIR RIS. yeah. was late, but earlier than the rest. yeah. so we walked around ablt, then settled in MACS for breakfast. HAHA. yeah. then RAJ & PAUL came. then we shifted upstairs. then crapped like, ALOT. yeah. then went to downtown east cause YINGHAO went there already. :O yeah. then went ARCHADE. (or however its spelt :/ ) yeah.

WOAH, JOLENE & i went toilet. OMGGGG, the sinks are like unisex can. then we were like, "are we in the correct toilet?". cause all we could see was a MAN washing his hands. :O yeah. then SAMUEL came. yeah. then walked to PASIR RIS PARK. rented bikes, & cycled luh. lol. yeah.

then came across this playgroud. OMGGG, so funny okayyyy. :D tried the super long slide, which i couldn't slide on, some climbing thing. OHOH, & THE BOWLLLL :D haha. this tilted bowl thing, that spins ! haha. everyone sat around it lah, it was HILARIOUS can. then later someone suggested to LIE BACK. omgg, i started laughing like mad can. :/ super paiseh. yeah. then tried all kinds of funny nonsense. lol. yeah. then in the end started cycling back. yeah. on the way the boys were like, disturbing this HUGE spiderweb luh. but th spider was HUGEEEE. :O yeah. then YINGHAO was spraying the sprays on it lah ! :/

& somewhere in between everything, we came across this maze thing. yeah. then we were like cycking through the whole thing finding the centre. SUPER fun. :D

then i changed & left early cause needed to go for the NDP thing luh. yeah. auditions or somewhat. weird moves cann. the lady said in my face that i needed more energy & if i had eaten my dinner. so i told her i was fasting dinner. HAHA. so retarded lah, her reaction. but heck. yeah.

today, first day of jae. went to meet RAJ at the stadium. but MR RUM was there. yeah. so talk talk, then went to find out my og & all, then went to the hall. yeah. later ZAHRAH & BORA came. yeah. they're all in SIMPSONS 5, &i'm in FLINSTONS 4. but its okay. i can make new friends ? but i really don't like the "hello, whats your name" part lah ! )))): yeah.

toady was okay lah. more fun than pae first day. but it was kinda boring lah. probably cause kinda used to the SUPER FUN pae class. :DD i miss all of them lah ! ):

tomorrow's another day. they said no fbts can ! omgg, i don't have anyother shorts luh ! ): so yeah. tomorrow i'm weraing VS short. i don't care. so what if there's like 2 vs boys in mi. i don't have any other shorts. &&&&& i'm wearing SA shirt tomorrow. haha. RAJ is wearing with me. LOL. so retarded ! i'm like a girl wearing guys school shirt & shorts ! I'M NOT BUNG OKAYYYY.

- never thought it would be you.

posted @ 6:51 PM |

Sunday, February 17, 2008

zahrah : haha, yay ! :D noo luh ! since when are you shapeless cannn ! of course luh ! IF i dare maybe we should shout "GO ZAHRAH !". but i don't think i'll dare. haha. :/

sharon : sorry lahh. my chinese abit the not good hor. haha. okay, relinked ! :D

GKIDZ in the morning today. OMGGG, idk why, but it was so DRONYYYYY. ): i mean, its usually fun. not my kinda fun, but better than nothing. but i was stoning through the WHOLE thing today ! i think i'm just taking up space lah. i'm not helping anyways. like, give out "leaves", but tape, do actions, take care of kids. . . i like don't make any difference in where i'm helping in lah. )))):

then met YIJING, NICOLE, AMANDA, & JOYCEYY on the train. haha. i got up the train they were on. & omgg, i walked in the door, just when ANNA THE WONG came out. HAHA. super funny ! :D yeah, then went to AIRPORT to meet JIARONG & the VIETNAM PEOPLE. haha. then went to eat sakae, then rushed back to EXPO for youth. hoho :D we turned out to be early ! haha. expected to be late luh. lol. yeah.

youth. hmm, we FINALLYYY went forward again. we were like, maybe we should go forward again, to feel the atmosphere. haha. cause like we've been so dead. lol yeah. then was like, YIJING & i were standing last row. lol. i bet people could only see her lah. so dark, i wear all black ( :D ), haha. the most they see my belt only. lol. PASTOR KHONG preached on THE KING & I. haha. AMANDA was like, MUST be because of valentine's day luh. lol. &&&&, ANNA GAVE ME A HANDMADE FLOWER, SO SWEET RIGHT ? :DD

met as a cell after service for a little while. HAHA, JIARONG asked who gave me the flower can. i wanted to burst out laughing. cause if it was from someone else, i wonder what her reaction would be. NICOLE said that JIARONG would probably go interview him. HAHAHAH. yeah.

took train back with NICOLE & NATHAN. haha. yeah. they look alike luh. same eyes. NICOLE & DAVID look similar, but she & NATHAN have same features. lol. yeah. then met PARENTS at the fruit stall. then went home. i was like thinking about something on the way home. only to get cut of when my PAPA was like, "EH, THINKING ABOUT WHO AH ?" wth cannnn. so anti-climax luh. :/

i feel super stone mode & drony can. :/

ITS FASTING TIME AGAIN. :D for the next 40 days. fast tv. fast one meal. fast computer games. yeah. but computer games has no effect on me. i don'tplay computer games luh. haha. yeah. ohoh, & pray for an hour everyday. lol. just to spend time with God & enjoy his presense. (: i'm fasting dinner. OMGGG, i don't think i can survive though. i'm some snacking freak lahhh. :/ & JARRELL said no chou chou for him. haha.

- & its you i'll live for everyday.

posted @ 8:46 PM |

Saturday, February 16, 2008

bora : omg, really ? i'm gonna edit the posts now. i'm so sorry ! :/

norman : yep :D & thank you ! its brightening up the dinning table. lol.

today today today. PARENTS having some cny dinner thing ? kinda late. but heck. like their cell. then i heard he's inviting PASTOR MELVYN they all. & also ex-cell members. yeah. which he said PARRY & CLARENCE they all would be coming. idk actually, thats what he said.

nothing much to do now. i'm actually not allowed on the computer. but my PARENTS went to the hospital to visit & all. yeah. nono, not my relative. just patients there. yeah. just go & bless them luh. lol.

i'm just stoning at home. bleah. :/ nothing much to do. my PAPA don't allow me to go out today. as in like, with friends. i wanted to ask YIJING to go out, then later come my place. but he don't allow. maybe shall ask my SISTER to go library with me. beats staying at home rotting. lol.

i've got kong bah pao for breakfast. & later popiah for dinner. lol. pranakan style :D lol. its awesome okayyy. wish i could invite some friends over luh.

- peace in a violent world ;

posted @ 10:41 AM |

Friday, February 15, 2008

okay, i FINALLY managed to upload pictures.

JOLENE :D

when we played MASS CATCHING on tuesday. :D

CANDID. :O

on the rooftop. :D

ZAHRARH (:

RAJ & PAUL.

blurred :/

when i went for training on wednesday.

VALENTINE'S DAY :DD

the awesome collage BORA did. (:

the towels JOLENE & i specially sewed for the whole class. :D

& of course, the "graduation" shots. (in order of taking)

BORA/AMIRAH/NAZIFAH :D

ZAHRAH :D

JOLENE :D

EDWIN

RAJ

PAUL.

YINGHAO

KELLY

NORMAN

& not forgetting the flower. LOL.

posted @ 7:37 PM |

today was, fun. :D

IRP, then HISTORY. lol. it was supposed to be MR SOMETHING. but he wasn't there. so we went into F05, offed all the lights & sat on the tables & talked. haha. yeah. its the container classrooms. so it was really kinda dark. but okay lah, got quite afew people. lol. yeah. YINGHAO & EDWIN were playing the bass luh ! :D yeah. then later EDWIN, the EMO BASSIST (LOL), was in his own world. & continuing on. we were talking about EVERYTHING & anything. from family to girl things to bands. haha. & excuse me, it was so weird talking about girls things with guys in the conversation. but it doesn't matter.

then went for early break. i saw CANDY. its like, i don't like him in the way of course, but i just think he's cute, thats all. yeah. & i actually told ZAHRAH. i'm absolutely embarrassed right now. lol. yeah. then NASSIR asked us to go to the general office to meet SINGH. yeah. then ZAHRAH & BORA/AMIRAH/NAZIFA were doing the WHO'S YOUR DADDY thing agin. omg. in all FOUR languages. then there was this dunman boy there, & he was like laughing lah ! yeah. in the end he was gonna see SINGH too. yeah. idk his name, but SINGH called him GOH. lol. yeah.

after break was management. omg, THANK YOU YINGHAO AFIQ & EDWIN FOR CARRYING OUR BAGS ! :D management was to do a "test" ? lol. i didn't even hand it up lah. HAHA. then later went for GP. was watching PAYING IT FORWARD. quite intersting lah. was supposed to "scream" & hide under the table when the siren came on. but from the it resource, it couldn't be heard. yeah.

YINGHAO BORA & i then went to ps. yeah. to meet PAUL. then we watched JUNO. omgggggg, the starting was like o.O !! LOL. yeah. but the movie was really nice lah. & SWEET. :D the juno & paulie was like, so, AWWWWW kind. haha. yeah. & THE GUYS SHORTS ARE SHORTER THAN MY FBTSSS. thats SUPER short can ! :O

yeah. then went to kfc to eat. & saw afew eurasian guys walking towards macs. one had SUPER BIG SHADES. like those clown ones. like HUGEEEE. & one with the round RED nose. haha. we were like staring at the shades guys. then he was making the i-am-watching-you action. LOL. i was lughing my head off lah ! :D

yeah. then we all went home. or sort off. PAUL when to meet his friend. then BORA & YNGHAO took train towards pungol. then i took towards harbour. yeah. OMG, BORA lives further from ps than me & she reached home before me luh !lol. yeah.

O8B6 CLASS OUTING ON TUEDAY OKAY ? since we don't need to go school. lol. probably go zoo ? or cycle or somrthing. see what the class wants to do first luh. &&&, watch MEET THE SPARTANS as a pae 08B6 when it comes out okayyy. :D

THIS IS RETARDED. JAE IS GONNA START IN 5 DAYS CANNNNNNNNNNNNNN ! )))):

- when what i'm staring at is you (:

posted @ 6:43 PM |

Thursday, February 14, 2008

dorcas : LOL. yeah. SCs ! OMGGGG. the pl ones were so EWWWW. LOL.

jolene : haha, yep yep. (: but its so fast ! :/

omg, i'm SUPER sadd. i can't upload pictures ! like, only the html comes out, but no picture ! )))): we took some pictures in class today. super fun. (:

school was, fun ? lol. in the morning was the readint hing. JOLENE & i were doing the class' valentine's day presents properly. then we gave it to them. yeah, RED TOWELS, with their name HAND SEWN on luh ! haha. yea. then we made them take picture one by one with it. like some graduation picture luh ! HAHA. yeah.

ECONS was, uhh, okay ? lol. more fun than just okay. more okay then just fun. :/ yeah. so it was fun, but okay-ish. zzzz, not idk what i'm talking about already. yeah. then double break. then double management. haha, OUTSOURCED. super funny ! ZAHRAH & BORA were like, uhh, reacting to the kissing scenes. like, not reacting that WRONG way, but like EEYERRR kinda thing. lol. then we al ponned history. OMG, i think she'll kill us lah. haha. but heck. we played taidi at the stadium. :D

idk what to do already. i think i'll probab;y cry on the last day of school. but its not like we're never gonna see each other again. but we'll have to make new friends again, & we'll be caught up in our new school & all. :/ its just so, :/ like, though its such a short time, but what happened here is like, something that will never happen again. its just so like, special ? lol. yeah.

- just keep thinking of those times (:

posted @ 7:15 PM |

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

woah. school's fun. buttttt, somehow, it wasn't as fun as before. sighs. maybe its cause the thought if pae ending is stuck in our sub-conciousness. :/

our history teacher wasn't the MR SOMETHING today. he change with MISS MASRINEE. if thats how her name is spelt. yeah. history was, OKAY LAH. yeah, sighs. then was break. played MASS CATCHING again ? yeah. it was FUN, but you have to RUN like, ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT. like SERIOUSLY. yeah. I STILL SWEAR NORMAN WALKS SUPER SUPER QUIETLY ! yeah. cause he "sneaked" up on RAJ & i. lol. he said he was just walking, but somehow, i didn't realise he was there. :/ yeah. YING HAO is actually, quite easy to catch, IF YOU'RE NOT CHASING HIM THAT IS. yeah. cause he'll just walk nearby, cause he know he can run away fast. so you just need to catch him off guard. but the WORST is like RAJ/PAUL. bu today was RAJ lah. run like MAD can.

ht was OKAY LAH. & management was OKAY LAH. so in average, the day was just, OKAY LAH. omg can. yeah. OH, in management RAJ, YINGHAO & PAUL were making weird farting noises. i think it was from something is RAJ's pocket, but whatever it is, they were doing it alot. lol.

went for "lunch" after school ? don't know if that was considered lunch or not. but we ate lah. with ZAHRAH, BORA, PAUL & NORMAN. yeah. after that everyone else went home, & ZAHRAH went with me to go PS to buy back ribbon. haha. yeah. I SAW CHARMAINE. :D lol. its been AGES since i last saw her can ! lol. yeah. & i saw this REALLY REALLY familiar looking guy in spotlight. white shirt, brown pants. he's from FCBC too. like, sits in sector A3. but yeah. idk him. lol.

THIS IS SUPER SUPER SUPER DEPRESSINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
pae is ending so fast ! like way way WAYYYY fast ! :/ like next tuesday ? OMGGG. i think i'm gonna cry lah. wait. i don't cry, not easily anyways. yeah. but its really so soon ! :/

i think i'm going insane. not just by the pae thing. but i think i'm going mental. no, not cause i'm in mi. but i just think so. idk. its like, so weird. i just can't stand anything anymore. i can't take anything anymore ! :/ i feel like thrashing everything but i know i'll probably regret later. but its just so frustrating. idk whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

-a few more days, a few more hours, a few more minutes, a few more seconds. :/

posted @ 5:33 PM |

Saturday, February 09, 2008

niccc : omggg. you wanna close it ? :/ or put alcohol. it'll help. but your ear shouldn't reject it so soon actually.

nabisha : NAB NAB ! :D happy cny to you too ! :D

today today today. omg. idk. haha. supposed to go out. but don't know if we're still going out. sighs. i don't like last minute things too. butttt, i just wanna go out. lol.

yesterday was okay lah. went to GRANDMA's house in the afternoon. haha. OMG, IVAN LOOKS LIKE DANIEL. haha. yeah. even my MAMA & SISTER said so lah. lol. actually, only a little, like, from the side. HAHA. yeah. then went to the playground with AUDREY & my SISTER. yeah. talked ALOT. surprise surprise. suddenly i'm not all so anti-social. HAHA. yeah. met this little boy call BRANDON. haha. 6 yars old ? lol. he's super cute lah ! haha. but he thought AUDREY was 36/37 can ! omggg. haha. retarded. she's still young okayy.

went to uncle's house after that. they have a new dog called MAPLE. haha. like MAPLE STORY. lol. yeah. cute, & so much more hyper than AMBROSE. but AMBROSE is always just lying around doing nothing. so yeah, anything is much more hyper. lol.

okay, & the day BEFORE yesterday. woke up EARLY. haha. yeah. did my usual nonsense around the house. was planning to pack my room actually. HAHA. oops. yeah. imagine guests coming into my room with its mess. :/

okay, yeah. went to HARBOUR early to deposit. omg. the queue was like a few people only. but some CHINA people don't know to how many MILLION deposits. OMG CAN. someone asked them why they took so long. then they wave one whole STACK or receipts can ! SO ANNOYING. then i WHATTHEHELL super loudly. HAHA. should have seen the man's face. lol. then after one more transaction, they walked off with a frickin' dirty look can ! yeah. then when it was FINALLY my turn. PAUL called. omg. so embarrassing to be late can ! i swear its super akward. like, omgggg. BEING LATE SUCKS, I SWEAR. yeah, then rushed to the mrt to meet RAJ & PAUL. then went to take bu. then waited at the guard house for DARYLENE GABRIEL & their friend.

yeah, i'm a bad host & i'm really sorry ! i feel SUPER horrible ! :/ drats.

yeah. went to the playground with AMBROSE & all. yeah. then went home to play taiti & monopoly. yeah. then the people left. OMG, they all missed the last train can ! :/ then they all managed to catch a bus home. yeah. so heng can. but i feel bad. :/

- i don't really care anymore y'know.

posted @ 11:50 AM |

Thursday, February 07, 2008

jolene : YEAH. its like, ): some kind of feeling, but you have no words for it. :/

okay, HAPPY CNY EVERYONE :D lol.

today we're having some cny dinner thing. & i still don't understand why my papa is doing it on the FIRST day ! like, its FIRST day. EVERYONE usually visis their family today luh. but luckily some people could still come today. (: relative & friends coming over. hmmm, quite a weird combination, but heck. lol. i don't really mix with my cousins anyways. but matter of fact, i actually DON'T. lol. i hardly even talk to them. like, "hello, happy chinese new year. oh yeah, how old are you now ? i think i lost track." wth. so retarded. haha. but i guess cause my cousins & i are so different, there's nothing to talk about anyways. what, OLEVELS ? omggg, its longer over, no moreee.

later meeting people at harbourfront. lol. oh mann. :/ so little people coming can. but i'm sorry to even more ! i'm sorry i didn't ask you ! i guessed it'll be less akward if its only one group of people. cause if it different groups, i'm not sure if y'all can blend ! :/

RED & PINK shall be my colours for cny. lol. i FINALLY found a red shirt. lol. network shirt luh. HAHA. & my GIANT pink polo tee which i'm gonna wear today. LOL. well, it IS a guy's shirt. lol. & its size SMALL btw. lol. but PINK :/

OMGGGGG, my red skinnies has some kind of stain on it ! like blue coloured stains. :/ :( T.T omggg. i'm super sad lah. my red skinnies. the ones that DENISE gave me for my birthday. (or was it christmas ?) but anyways, omggg. super sad lah. )))))))))))))))))))))))))):

- i've found out the truth ; what do you have to say about yourself ?

posted @ 10:02 AM |

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

norman : i hope so ! :/ lol. haha, you we there when we boght the presents today !

jolene : have fun in poly lah. you'll make all the new friends there too ! (: lol. oh mann, but black's like. . . lol. YEP (:

NICOLE : hello ! hmmm, which nicole are you ? HAHA, omg, amanda is it ? :D

kathlyn : lol. i don't wear it often ! haha. i only wear to church luh.

went to IKEA to meet JOLENE & NORMAN this morning. lol. hmm, i thought it was suppoesed to be some "class outing" thing. but in the end was only 3 of us. HAHA. omggg, was waiting for ZAHRAH's call the whole night. :/ but she didn't call me back T.T yeah. cause we were supposed to meet in the EARLYYY morning. lol.

yeah. IKEA'S HOTDOG ROCKS (: it tastes like the orage julius' ones though. lol. then ate the MEATBALLS in ikea. lol. i've never eaten them before, but they were GOODD. (: yeahh. then bought VALENTINE'S DAY PRESENTS :D haha. combined with JOLENE. haha. yeah, easier tat way. so, covered the class already. but still need to get for those not in o8B6. haha. thats what savings are for anyways. (:

JOLENE & NORMAN came to my house. lol. luckily AMBROSE wasn't so hyper luh ! haha. yeah. then we just uhh, didn't really do much. lol. yeah. then sent them to the bus stop. lol.

went to meet DENISE at BM. lol. cause she wanted to cut her hair. BUTTTTT, the shop was closed. haha. yeah. so we left. super sad can ! we used to see each other almost EVERYDAY, & now, its hardly. & we only saw each other for such a short period of time. :/

went to the interchange. & i saw the SADDEST thing. i saw this really cute little boy. but he's down syndrome. he actually came up the same bus as me went i was on the way to bm. & he turned & smiled at me on the bus. but at the interchange, he was running around when he saw me. omgg, he smiled again can, then he came & sat next to me on the bar. he actually recognised me ! (: oh, & he's like 6/7 years old. but its like, young innocent child. living in such a world like this. it feels too horrible. yes, there are enjoyments in the world. but knowing there is so much suffering to come is just so depressing. seeing that little kid really makes you wonder if there's anything to actually smile about on earth. & yet he smiled at a total stranger.

- the darkness of the sunlight.

posted @ 5:46 PM |

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

MOO : LOL. okayy. haha.

MASS CATCHING today. lol. SUPER FUNNNNN ! & funny. lol. i swear NORMAN walks SUPER quietly lah. he was standing right in front of me & i didn't know until he went "helloo." wth. :/ chasing after RAJ & PAUL sucks big timee. they run SUPER fast. haha. RAJ ran past me & i still couldn't catch him. but actually, if PAUL didn't stick out his head from behind the wall, i won't have realised he was there & walked right past. lol. but the most RETARDED was catching EDWIN. HAHAHAHA. BORA & i had him surrounded lah. corridor so small, no where else to run, then we came from both sides. :D super funnyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

ZAHRAH PONNED MANAGEMENT. PANGSEI-ERRRRR. ): lol. she & her friend luh. both pon lesson. :/ but management was retarded, we watch the "MIND YOUR LANGUAGE" videooos can ! hahah. damn crap lah.

went with BORA & ZAHRAH to town to buy MI unirforms. lol. SURPRISE SURPRISE. we're all staying in MI. haha. better hope we stay luh. buy uniform already. haha. but achadimically we can get in & loyaltiy points. lol. but so scared ALOT of people applied then we cannot come back. :/

HOHO. (: valentine's day is coming. need to save up already. haha. wonder if what happens in girls schools are gonna happen in MI too. hmmm. . . lol. i don't think so. but heck lah. i'm still gonna give. i think JOLENE is too. lol. but habbit, its to girls. HAHA. :D

CNY IS COMING. MY PAPA WAS WARNING ME NOT TO WEAR BLACK ON CNY. OMGGGG.I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR. MY COLORED SHIRTS ARE GUYS SHIRTS. LIKE BUTTON-DOWNS. :/ lol. swear this is retarded. "nono, i'm a girl, aunty. don't you remember me ? yes, its the same shirt as last year. nono, i have more clothes than this. . . " WTHHHHH. damn retarded. zzzzz.

- omgggg, why me ? :/

posted @ 8:31 PM |

Monday, February 04, 2008

kathlyn : you've ALWAYS seen me in a skirt ! not just skirt. DRESS. school uniform luh. lol.

didn't go school today. SHHHH. . . lol. wonder if the teachers would read our blog though. lol. if they really have no life. LOL.

i'm rotting at home. nothing much to do. chinese really sucks lah. hate it like maddddddddd. CHINESE SUCKS. okay, only the teachers does. the YU LAO SHI. she takes 5 minutes to say one sentence lah. i'm bragging. but stillll, she talks SUPER slowlyyyyyy. :/ she makes chinese lesson a BOREEE.

there's nothing interesting on tv, there's nothing to do on the computer. . . ): sadness lahhh. i wanna go outttttttt. OOOO, maybe can go find the rest after school. HAHA.

- you've only left 1/5 of your life left to live. don't waste your time.

posted @ 11:48 AM |

Sunday, February 03, 2008

MOO : really ? then what do y'all call it ? :O

yesterday we went dinner at GENKI. lol. & MY SISTER & i got kinda retarded in the car.

okay, GKIDZ in the morning. omgg, in hall 9 can. so EMBARRASSING. :/ luckily only after the SUPER EMBARRASSING songs then NICOLE they all walked by. haha. if not i'll just die lah ! :/

then had cell group. OMG. cell was so SMALL today ! was only AMANDA JIARONG YIJING & JOYCE. but later NICOLE joined. but stilll ! so small ! or, smaller than usual lah. lol.

service was okay. somehow, it was super tiring. either that or i was just plain tired. :/ so weird. tired in church ? retarded. NICOLE & i took this picture. haha.

BLACK SKINNIES & SNEAKERS. :D

after service was at cafe. SUPER funny thing happened. i called AMANDA to ask them if they were coming to the cafe already. & she said "JOYCE IS GOING TO TITHE FIRST", OMG, and i heard it as "JOYCE IS PUTTING ON TIGHTS FIRST". so retarded ! HAHAHA. :D

then went home & went dinner with family luh. lol.

CNY IS COMING. & I STILL DON'T GET WHY WE MUST WEAR RED. RED IS SO RED. & WHY CAM'T WE WEAR BLACK OR WHITE. THATS THE ONLY COLOURS I HAVE. THIS IS RETARDED. hmmm, i wonder if black shirt & red skinnies can count for cny clothes. LOL.

heard some people wanted class outing tomorrow. but its like, no one planned aything. & those people who said aren't even online. so how to discuss can ! so ANNOYING. lol. if you wanna, MUST plan early. no last minute luh. its ANNOYING, like, super okayyy.

AH HA ! our cell picture after WEIZHEN's wedding. lol. :D

- I <3 ISRAEL. cannot is it.

posted @ 7:06 PM |

Saturday, February 02, 2008

kathlyn : OMG, I'M SO SORRY. i got confused by your msn nick ! :/

MOO : really ? lol. thought it was dunern. :/ okay, i shall go change it.

its saturday again. which means tomorrow is sunday. lol. which also mean PAE IS GONNA END SOON. ): super sad cann. 08B6 ROCKS can ! lol. its weird cause hearing from others, they said they wanna withdrawn cause they don't like theire class. which is REALLY REALLY o.O

woke up early today. yeah. or late. at 9am. omg. lol. i'm addicted to the RUBIK's CUBE lah ! so retardeddddd. its like fun, but i didn't know its addictive. just like sudoku. :/ omg, feels weird to be addicted to two things. HAHA.

went to return the books i borrowed with BORA. lol. borrowed yesterday, returned today. RETARDED. then went to te new house. OMGGG, its SOOO run down can ! like some old old house that looks like if you lean on the wall, the whole thing would collaspe ! :/ but at least the space is good. lol. omgg, can't wait to move, at least it'll be nearer to school. but no excuse for going home late anymore. :/

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. omg, doing GKIDZ in hall 9 tomorrow can ! like in front of everyone ! :/ N2 luh. but at least only for 2 weeks. i think, or hope. lol.

- fear is the greatest confuser ;

posted @ 6:50 PM |

Friday, February 01, 2008

jolene : OMG YEAH. must play again soon lah ! was super funny ! but the more the people, the more fun it gets. LOL. (:

okay, the sentosa pictures. lol. JOLENE has them on her blog too though. lol.