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i'm spastic & i know it. i laugh for no reason & cannot stop. have weird crazes thats not normal & i'm usually not sane. that's who i am. i'm not easily annoyed, but when i am i not easily not annoyed. any questions ? ask the person who made me.


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    Weijie | prozac.puppets

    Tuesday, March 31, 2009

    just done with the draft of the first half of the pi.

    omgosh, i'm starting to dislike doing PIs. its so brain kiling.

    okay, maybe not so much. i'm just very tired. keep dozing off infront of the lappy :/ sucks. & i'm dozing off again. luckily tomorrow is a short day. but sian, got bowling. i just wanna go home & sleep for one whole day or something :/ oh wells. :/

    posted @ 11:22 PM |


    recieved the notice from smrt today, through the school of course. everyone's gonna have to chnae their current ezlink card to the CEPAS-compliant card. its supposed to be more user friendly in such a way that, it can be used in many ways. playing for food at macs, 711 & some other stalls & stuff.

    well, i'm not really totally for the card, neither am fully against it. just that, it kinda gets worrying when talk about all our different cards seem to get combining into one. heard ezlink's gonna get combined with cashcard or something ? or was it nets with cashcard ? but idk. the fact is that, cards combining is just freaky.

    i'm not the churchy kinda person. but i do have to say that, combining cards really was mentioned in revelation. the end of times. it quite freaky. they mentioned about the devil's name imprinted on us. (i only vaguely remember) but there was the mention of, that there would be a time when all our cards would be combined into one. & it would either be attached to us on our forehead or right hand.

    when i first read it, i was like, wth, since when would people in bibical times know about cards & all. but now that its starting to begin. i'm quite freaked out. as much as i want the world to end, i still love it here (: 

    is this really the begining of the end of times ? or just, another generation that claims the end is near, yet not experiencing it ?

    posted @ 10:34 PM |


    i'm flooded with mosquito bites !

    so i guess that's the ONLY negative point about spending time at canals & playgrounds :/ but no, (: cause its the only one (:

    posted @ 9:23 PM |

    Sunday, March 29, 2009

    funerals

    ever wondered how you wanted your funeral to be ? though it maybe alittle to young to think about it ?

    i know what kinda "something" YJ wants :p lol

    HAHA, told PAPA just now actually, before going. he just looked at me. so change in expression. which is no expression at all ! lol.

    a funeral that's a celebration. won't it be awesome ? celebrate going to heaven mann :D why shouldn't anyone celebrate that ? (: HAHA. bright colours, & no black & white. unless you acually always dress like me, which makes your whole wardrobe black white & grey, then you've got an excuse (: HAPPY music (: though i don't always listen to them :p

    posted @ 11:26 PM |


    other than you,
    who else would there be to wipe my tears ?

    posted @ 8:27 PM |


    okay, today was a, draggy day :/ went to church, but felt like sleeping SUPER badly :/ only when i reached expo though :/ wanted to just take mrt home & sleep. HAHA, but stayed anyways. no one turned up, only YJ, who was on security :/ so sat with BELLA. 

    its rainingggg :D :D :D awesome (: so cooling (:




    - you stole it :p

    posted @ 4:05 PM |


    marvelled at the moving & shaping of the clouds.

    posted @ 12:33 PM |

    Saturday, March 28, 2009

    DORCAS : omgosh ! y'all had PTC so soon ? : O tell me about it okay ? through text of course (: YES, omgosh, its been ages. how's your hair ? (: HAHA, free yearbook ? LOL.

    school. bowling. barbecue. 
    that was yesterday. omgosh, rush from place to place. & was quite tired yesterday :/ sucks. but nevermind, i've slept.

    gonna meet LANCE to study now. yes, i am gonna really study. i've got so much work yesterday :/ i'll really do it, cause no other time to do already. 

    TATA. :D

    posted @ 9:42 AM |

    Friday, March 27, 2009

    would you believe it,
    i found beauty in an incineration tower.

    posted @ 6:13 PM |

    Thursday, March 26, 2009

    i miss your smile.

    posted @ 10:11 PM |


    mind chess.

    something that really stimulates your mind. MARVIN mentioned it during clb today. & come to think about it, its really intriguing. playing chess with another person mentally.

    like labelling each row from 1-8, & each collum A-H. & there you go, move the pieces. interesting ain't it ? (for example, pawn C4) like omgosh.

    wonder if its even possible. they must have excellent & awesome visual memory. its really intriguing. like, they remember where every piece is moved, & yet remember which boxes are called what, method to play the game, try to read your opponent's moves, etc. its like normal chess played in the mind !

    its crazy stuff mann. seriously. but, that's the human brain for you guys. awesomely made (:

    posted @ 9:48 PM |


    school was as per normal. well, the routine starts all over again :/ oh wells. MF didn't come to school today though :/ mob was blah. econs was blah. lol. did work in the library during the retarded 2 hours break :/ HAHA. & fell asleep halfway :/ sucks please :/ & i really slept so heavily :/ omgosh. then maths test, which was wth-ish. it was supposed to be simple, but somehow couldn't solve two parts :/ this only means i need more pracetice :/ 

    played volleyball for pe. was praying it'll rain so we won't need to play, but oh wells. :/ 

    talked.




    - i'm scared we'll fall apart tonight, under the moonlight

    posted @ 9:28 PM |


    DORCAS : omgosh :/ sucks :/ please take care okay ? :/ HAHA, finally mann :D LOL. but at least its faster than mi's :p lol.

    posted @ 1:08 AM |


    omgosh, i'm still on the phone on the business conference :/ 

    i'm quite tired actually. mentally :/ physically still surviving (:

    home tomorrow we don't need to play volleyball, feeling quite lazy :/ sucks lah :/ pray it rains during pe (:

    there's so much things to do :/ omgosh, there's still maths test tomorrow, & i haven't done any practice :/ sucks lah.

    haven't passed MOTHER my report book yet :/ idk if MR THIANG called my parents yet. if not she'll ask me :/ but it sucks. passed clb, one d, two s, one u. wait, & idk what i got for gp, LOL. but failed also mann :/

    can't believe i'm ranting here :/ MF went to sleep already (: that's good (: he's so tired :/

    (omgosh, they're talking about petrol cost now :O )

    posted @ 12:50 AM |

    Wednesday, March 25, 2009

    DORCAS : HAHA, yay to falling sick ? omgosh, please don't say you're sick too :/ yeah ! :/ omgosh :/


    today is almost the shortest day :D lol. but if counting cca, its the longest :/ econs was BORING :/ it was actually quite tortureous to go through today. :/ idk why :/ maybe its the room. everytime we use that room, i'll get all sleepy. HAHA. okay, fine, its just excuses. maybe it too comfortable :p LOL. & no texting, so, it difficult to keep alert :/

    pw mass lecture was :O HAHA. i still am quite awkward with this year's topic though :/ but, we'll go through it together (:

    YESSA, break is NOT as crowded as it was in the past. :D :D :D awesomeee (: now we get to eat on wednesdays :D lol.

    tomorrow got maths test ): on differenciation :/ (or however its spelt) i know its dy/dx. LOL.

    did work after school with HAZELIN & TWO OF HER FRIENDS (: (sorry i forgot your names :/) & MF came by (: 

    bumped into CALEB when HAZELIN & i were on our way to west mall to eat (: HAHA. i actually shouting his name from across the road ! :O & worse still, i didn't see him plugged in, :/ so he didn't respond :/

    bowling was. idk mann. it was more than normal. but less than interesting. :/oh wells. OHOH, i'm SO SO SO SO happy ! :D trainings on fridays would be in some bowling alley in batok ! near the driving centre i think ? avenue 7 ? from 3-5pm MANN :D :D :D :D :D :D lovin' it :D

    HAZELIN lost her bottle :/ like between lunch & back to school. turns out she left it in pastamania. thank God the person kept it for her (: 

    supposed to have management meeting online. but idk mann. my msn is down :/ it can't even open :/ this totally sucks :/

    doing maths while waiting :/ sighs :/




    - holding onto you like my life depended on it.

    posted @ 10:16 PM |

    Tuesday, March 24, 2009

    PW groupings & questions were out today. am grouped with BOBIN, KELLY & CINDY. yay, actually, i quite like my group (: but i don't like the questions :/ its either "emergency" or "conservation". oh gosh, so damn vague :/ its so much more difficult than the past two years' :/ oh wells, better not complain. i'll see what they get next year (: LOL.

    met MF for breakfast this morning (: heh, & saw BOB & CHAO studying in the canteen, didn't wanna disturb them, so didn't say hello :/ there was this weird guy that kept staring at MF. okay, maybe calling him weird is quite mean, but he does seem quite weird ! LOL. & MF's friend RAPHAEL is super funny. OKAY, fine, i DO fine MF's friends quite intimidating. :/

    clb was quite a slacker period. talked about "hazing" ? like wth is that right ? it like, flagpole-ing, taopok-ing, happy slapping & this-wacking-thing(they called it keropok) all as one name. its quite funny actually. idk what the reports said about it, cause i can't read the chinese. but it was quite interesting. it just seemed like something that commonly happened back in secondary school, which is like, two years ago ? LOL. MISS LEE kinda viewed it quite negatively i think ? but i actually think its quite fun (: except the flagpole-ing part :/

    had two periods break during the second break. (OMGOSH, i swear JUNCHAO's vioce is SOOOOO low !) HAHA. it was quite shocking when i first heard it, lol. but its alright (: everyone's falling sick & having sore throat & all. :/ oh wells. 

    GET WELL SOON, both CHAO & BOB !

    GP teacher wasn't there, so went to o hub to slack. omgosh, BOB introduced me to "pet society". this application/game thing on facebook. HAHA. i swear it damn gay ! :D but because its gay, its so cute :D LOL. its quite funny actually (:

    ate pontian wanton mee after school. a long craving i had (: heh. MF FINALLY allowed me to pay for something :D lol. yayy (:

    POKIAT is over. SIS & him are watching "fireproof" downstairs, while i'm supposed to be "doing work", HAHA. oh wells. anyways, the mongolian pastor is still over. though MAMA said he'll stay till thursday only.

    my msn is down ! ): like when i click it, it doesn't open :/ my mouse shows the "loading thing" or like, 2 seconds, then it disappears like noting happened :/ sucks. :/ idk what to do about it :/

    my finger tips are peeling. which reminds me, i haven't touched my guitars in AGES. for DICK is like, a month ? for JERICHO is like, FOREVER ! :O omgosh. hope i haven't forgot how to play please :/

    there's bowling tomorrow. oh wells. dragging bowling bag to school again. LOL. there's probably a management meeting after school ? but haven't confirmed yet.




    - love is in the air <3

    posted @ 8:57 PM |

    Monday, March 23, 2009

    it seriously sucks being sick :/ can't do much.
    can't talk properly.
    can't taste properly.
    can't breathe properly.
    can't move properly.
    can't sleep properly.
    can't do work properly.
    can't do the normal stuff properly.
    can't think properly.
    can't hear properly.
    & worse of all, i can't go running just yet :/

    oh wells. gonna be quite bored i think ? or maybe not. (: see how after school tomorrow (: heh. (: 

    rushing to check out the stuff for the company now. down to two websites. waiting for ian to reach home to send & discuss the things with him. hope i last till then :/ sucks :/ 

    told MF alittle while. please please hope it'll be so :/ i don't want him to stay awake when he's so tired just because he wants to wait for me :/

    many things running through my brain right now. so messy. hope i can do pe tomorrow, & that i won't cough my lungs away :/ it hurts when i cough ): sucks. oh wells. PAPA says everyone's getting flu :/ but idk mann. recover please ! where'd my strong immune system run to ? :/




    - everything's alright when you're right here by my side

    posted @ 10:44 PM |


    signed out from school today. my throat is killing me :/it really sucks. kept coughing so badly in maths class. & lit was quite weird too :/ oh wells. haven't go to the doctor anyways. later see how luh.

    schools' started all over again. oh wells. work work work. the craziness of it all again. well, gotta survive it.

    good friday's coming. 10 april that week, i think ? lol. there'll be this TGIF thing. hope it'll go better than last year's myhopesingapore though.

    okay, i promised MF that i'm gonna sleep. then i shall. oh wells. rest time it is. later gotta wake to do econs & all. oh, & mob which we just got :/ sucks. 

    (btw, MF is just so sweet ! (: ) 

    posted @ 4:04 PM |


    MF MF MF MF MF MF MF <3

    posted @ 3:36 PM |

    Wednesday, March 18, 2009

    HAWHAW, i saw your blog :D lol. same same (:

    using lappy. MAMA's using the desktop anyways. we both needa settle stuff, lol. 

    today was, quite busy. was gonna leave house for training, but PAPA called & said he was sending. so managed to spare time for breakfast (:

    headed off for training, aka bowling. BOB didn't come, he had diploma. it was kinda drony at first, cause was still quite sleepy :/ but it got better later (: also cause my ball decided to change back to normal, instead of contantly backing-up :/SEEYING & i played like, one lane each :/ idk why :/ but was kinda exhausted anyways, legs were crazily tired :/ HAHAHA, did this stupid spin thing, when i forgot to let go of the frickin' bowling ball. HAHA. it was seriously stupid, but wth. it was funny (: 

    headed off for lunch with HAZELIN & SEEYING. bumped into BOON & a yearone tracker. yes, i ate at kfc :/ bus-ed home after to put bowling bag down. then headed off to clementi (: lol.

    went to skyway avenue meeting late cause some stuff cropped up. but its okay.

    the meeting lasted for three hours, but was only there for one :/ then left early to dinner at queensway there (: HAHA. (remind me never to sit a bus when i'm super full please :/ )

    now home. fingers finding appropriate proposals to send MAX. mind wandering about timing for tomorrow & amount of activities to do. let alone the required gp research needed to be done & gone through tomorrow.

    actually, idk what to do for the gp research, like seriously. its on the topic on science & technology, & my question is "are we better at talking to each other, or worse" (something like that). idk how to research :/

    tomorrow's another busy day. & idk why i'm spamming my blog like that, lol. 

    anyways, got a shock when i wanted to bathe just now. SIS' BOYF was in her room, LOL. so quickly bathed & left. luckily her toilet cannot be seen by her room (: lol. & okay lah, he not as, professional as i thought he was. NO, its not bad. cause always had the impression that he's all formal, no singlish & all. but actually be speaks singlish so often, is quite spastic(the funny side of it), & actually used vulgaries (: but not the so horrible ones, like just "wahlau" kind, lol.

    anyways, today was in overall, interesting day. in attemots to write chinese words & all :p HAHA.

    omgosh, MAMA just said there's  a pastor coming over to stay at our house, & he just arrived :O omgosh. lol. luckily no boxers today :p




    - everything else disappears. <3

    posted @ 10:35 PM |

    Tuesday, March 17, 2009

    HAWHAW. just took SIS' old lappy to use (: cause she's got a new one, & she was asking me to take this (: this is a super old model toshiba with the battery that doesn't work. HAHA. its like, MUST plug in to use. if not it won't switch on, LOL. super retarded :/

    ANYWAYS. went to pass NITS econs notes today (: omgosh, its been AGES since we've met ! :O like super long. the last time was like last year's teacher's day ? LOL. after that was off to cut hair (: omgosh, & bumped into DANIEL & NATHANIEL near tct. small world please. HAHA. yeah, went snip snip. OMGOSH, hair turned out quite differently from expected. but its alright (: much shorter finge, & not long enough to be made to tie hair can already (:

    off to great world to watch "race to witch mountian" HAHA, the moive passed very fast tough. maybe there was alot of action, so you get distracted & everything passes fast huh ? lol. well, i would call race to witch mountain a "feel good movie". nono, you won't really get it, but i do :D

    oh shit. phone just died. gosh. :/ must charge it. :/ its lasted three days without charging please :D that is goooood (: cause didn't text much (: & i wonder why (: HAHA.




    - a day to remember (:

    posted @ 9:31 PM |

    Monday, March 16, 2009

    YES, tag board is still down. & blog is dead as usual.

    delirious? came mannn :D :D :D i swear they so rock :D HAHA. i loove their music. ANYWAYS, for those who don't know, delirious? came to play for our g12 conference, had a concert on staturday night that is only for those who signed up for the conference, &&& played for sunday service :D awesome right ? (: their songs are so catchy btw. :D & i'm so gonna get their new album :D 

    everythings been all rushed & packed these few days :/ quite sucky :/ last week was unusually packed :/ 
    monday : rush to meeting after school after getting something at town. 
    tuesday : school ends late. 
    wednesday : cca. 
    thursday : rush to g12 after school. 
    friday : rush to g12 after the crazy unstable weather during preu2 team bonding day, after getting stuff at town, & meeting "people" there (:
    saturday : whole day g12
    sunday : church & friend's birthday after.
    packed :/ hope this week won't be so bad. but shouldn't. its the holidays please :/ though monday is full, tuesday is full. wednesday & frieday with training. thursday with gp project meeting. saturday competition. & sunday church. 

    but NEVERMIND, at least i'm enjoying myself. (: 
    HAPPY POST BIRTHDAY :D




    - i'm drawn to the gravity of love <3


    posted @ 10:48 PM |

    Sunday, March 15, 2009

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3

    posted @ 12:02 AM |