kellyHIGH

14 november
Christian
<3
the world is my classroom
Faith Community Baptist Church
hiddenfromview@hotmail.com cost-of-misery.livejournal.com

i'm spastic & i know it. i laugh for no reason & cannot stop. have weird crazes thats not normal & i'm usually not sane. that's who i am. i'm not easily annoyed, but when i am i not easily not annoyed. any questions ? ask the person who made me.


SCREAMS




LINKS
CELLGROUP
YOZNET

guitar
christian guitar

aderlene
alex
alina
amanda MOTHER
anna
astrini
basirah
bena
bobin
bora
carmen n melanie
charmaine FATHER
cecelia :D
chiyen
danae
daniel
daphne ma'am
dawn ELEPHANT
denise
derrick
dhivvya
dorcas PIGGY :D
edwin
esmond
geokying POLARBEAR
hidayah LAMPOST/SISTER
honey TWINN
ian
ivan
jamie
jamues
jarrell GIRAFFE
jaz
jiale
jiaying MANGO
jolene
judy SLAM DUNKK
junchao
justin AHBENG
kathlyn SEAL
kelly
kelly
kenji
li zhen
louisa DAUGHTER
marissa PRETTY
natasha
nictay SEXAYE
qijun sir
qiwen BONGER
rebecca
saiful
sam heng
samuel
sarah
selwyn
sharon
shuhan
si jia
sofea
sylvia MAMASAN
tammy
tianshui
two baye
valerie toh
victoria
xuewen
xinyi yeo
yanling
ying hao
yi jing:)) MYLITTLEANGEL
zara
zahrah
zhi xian MOTHER
zann :D


THEPAST

  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009



  • CREDITS
    Weijie | prozac.puppets

    Saturday, August 30, 2008

    DORCAS : yeahhh, omgosh. but oh wells, sometimes can't really help it huh :/


    TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAY. its the human race. oh wells, really think i'm unprepared for it luh :/ only been training 5km, not 10km. but have to go on. SUPER heng, was worrying that i couldn't fit into the human shirt luh ! cause its women size S :O & normally use men size S. HAHA. (nooo, i'm not anything. juts like men's cut better)

    today's pure slacker day. not gonna go running cause tomorrow's the day already. & was allowed out :/ gosh, for the ED SILVOSO conference & CECELIA's church event also can't go :/ oh wells. had to stay home & study. but ended up watch HEROES on the zen. HAHA. shitttt. :/

    tomorrow going for first service. adult serivce :/ oh wells. then super heng there's no more cell group. so don't need to play (: (: (: so see how luh. haven't planned with CECELIA what time to meet yet.

    bleahhhhhhhh :/ feeling really sian. so many things to do, but really lazy to do them :/ oh wells. did 1 hours of maths yesterday. gonna continue later. the other 2 hours. did econs just now too. oh gosh.




    - back in the days when nothing really mattered to me

    posted @ 3:02 PM |

    Saturday, August 23, 2008

    bob : YESSS, omgoshh. was total EWWWW-ing at the video lah. HAHA.

    DORCAS : that's good luh ! haha. but the fries are just plain gross mann. LOL.


    searching for chords. oh wells. now i know alittle abit about what NICOLE goes through everytime she has to lead worship for cell. but thank God there's PEISHI to lead, i'm only the background music. haha, NOOOO, not singing please, playing guitar. HAHA.
    so anyways, THANK YOU PEISHI ! :D

    today didn't do much. only ate ALOT. haha.

    supposed to wake up at 7 to go running. but sucks. it was raining badly :/ yesterday evening also luh. :/ next sunday is the race already. need to train :/ yeah, then checked out the painting my new room. cause it came out yellow. OMGOSH, of all colours mann. if really no choice, i'll tell the designer "all colours but yellow". but sway sway come out yellow. idk how SIS & MAMA choose for me. but its not their fault, it was supposed to be green. (anyways, pink is non-existant to me hor). lol.

    met IAN then went to tct hawker to eat. bumped into DANIEL while walking around. we we just ate together. later went to tct for ndp08 appreciation. omgoshhh, nolstalgic mann. haven't been into tct for almost 3 years :/ till i just stood there & stared. omgoshh.

    the good old days where we used to go early so we could know which band was playing
    the good old days where we used to hang out at "the box" after dinner
    the good old days where we used to go to magicbox to check out the mini gigs
    the good old days where we used to just do nonsense outside church. (:

    oh wells. anyways, ndp appreciation was fine (: felt good to see everyone again. feels weird not seeing them twice a week already :/ oh wells.

    tomrrow's church. meeting NICOLE to study in the morning. then gonna collect the huamn race, race kit tomorrow. haha. carrying guitar go collect, but heck. haha. hope the bag ain't too big or spastic. LOL. anyways, GOD BLESS ALL WHO'S READING THIS (:




    - things happen, but i don't really know why.

    posted @ 12:02 PM |

    Friday, August 22, 2008

    ian's the one on the left. singlet. HAHA, good old ndp08 days (:


    omgosh, check this out. SWEAR it hurts :/


    &&&&&, this is the PROOOO :D :D :D



    shit, our performance on ndp08 itself. NO pwer risers. sucked to the maxxxxx :/



    love it. miss those skyrunners, damn it. :/

    posted @ 8:33 PM |


    omgosh, check this out ! got it from BOBIN's blog ! : O
    no more macs fries for me mann :/


    posted @ 7:46 PM |


    DORCAS : YESSS, after SOOO long right ? (:

    Chiyen : OMGOSH ! :D YESSS, miss pae days mannn :/ :/ :/

    bob : HAHA, yepyep. so much for the weekends. :/


    today was SHORT SHORT day (: & last day of the week (: haha. EK'E cut her fringe. lol. she got forced to also ! lol. but her case was more extreme than mine :/ oh wells, at least our hair will grow out ! (: GP was funnyyyyy (: but can't remember what happened though :/ & maths was HILARIOUS. MR THIANG tried to throw a paper ball into the back bin from the front of the classroom, but ended up hitting a girl's head instead. NOOO, the hitting part wasn't funny. but his reaction was (: ht was like slacker period. CECELIA & i ended up watching movies onour ipod/zen. HAHA. she watch scary movie (idk what number). omgoshhh, hilarioussss. then i watch incredible hulk (: HAHA. yeah.

    after school was really interesting. BOBIN first plugged in his psp into the speaker system in class for the fun of it. & after alot of playing random songs with different ipods, it ended up with DANIEL's itouch, blasting christain music (: (: haha. like some self made indoor christian concert with no stage. HAHA. MARVIN did jump off the corridor though. was thinking that BOBIN should be careful when sitting on the railing. but later MARVIN jumped over & disappeared from sight. OMGOSH, thought he really jumped, but actually had a parapet. HAHA. but it was fun. until the part the guys locked CECELIA & i out of the classroom. haha, yes, BOBIN DANIEL & MARVIN. lol. attempted to jump in through the window, but thank God for hesitation. if not would have wacked against BOBIN's fast windows closing. LOL. later JUNCHAO came back. then left school.

    didn't join them to eat. but went home instead. oh wells, was supposed to do 5km in the evening. but it rained :/ oh wells. maybe tomorrow morning. lol. need to really train already luh. next sunday is the human race already. & i've only ben training with 5km, when the race is 10km GOSHHHHH.


    really didn't get it this morning. this guy sang during morning assembly. yes, loud & clear. but not very in tune. but i really don't get why people laugh. its like, he dares to sing it out loud, & he doesn't really care about anything, he feels its right to sing, & he does. really don't know why people laugh. okay, its funny, but still. its respect mann. or maybe pride. does anyone at least have a tinch of national pride ?




    - no more time to care, no more time to live ;

    posted @ 7:12 PM |

    Wednesday, August 20, 2008

    bob : yep yep, cause got bored at the old one. LOL.


    okay, school was a light bag day. irp, double econs. double chinese. break. mob. then ht, which was some talk at the hall. haha, about HIV ? lol. then o8B7 went to the SUPREME COURT for out learning journey. HAHA. was super spastic mann. was the architecture design of the place was SUBERB ! :D :D lol. super classy. omgosh, there was once we took escalator to the second floor. then i stupidly walked near the glass. & STUPIDLY did not see this row of grills on the groud. & guess what ? its AIR VENTS. so it blew out air continuously. & HENGGGG i didn't shriek. cause the mi skirt semi-flew. omgoshhhh. BUTTTT anyways, visited the different courts ? technological court & court of appeal. not badd. haha. the viewing gallery was suberbb (: can watch fireworks on ndp (:

    went to eat at a HONG KONG cafe/restaurant ? near MAMA's office. haha. near marina square there. yeah, not bad lah, but it super filling. then walked around marina square later. looked at shoes, earpieces, bags & all. yeah. then took bus home.

    homework homework. sian, sighs. sucks lahhhhhhh. just really feel like thrashing it out. oh wells. not that it'll make a difference. just give me more damaged & fragile, well, a certain part. anywayss, so much work, so little time. MUST study. :/ :/ :/




    - say it like you really mean it.

    posted @ 9:16 PM |

    Monday, August 18, 2008

    bleah, not supposed to be using the computer. but using it to type the gp essay, timed assignment 2. too sian to go write, typing it is not as boringggg :/

    yesterday's service was not bad, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FCBC ! :D :D :D yes, yesterday was the exact birthday of the church (: yeah, took some shots though (: oh, they released balloons during praise. HAHA. NICOLE PEISHI & i were kicking them around (: haha. (yes, spasticly did try to headbutt them too)

    PAPA fetched, & dropped IAN off at HIS GRANDMA's place. lol. then went to the new house omgoshhh, its coming up nicely mannnn :D :D :D excited excited (: but idkkk, kinda guessing i'll be typically too anti-social to make friends with my neighbours :/ LOL. but oh wells. there's a playground nearby. & train tracks. & the CANALLLLLLL :D yes, awesome for watch clouds & stars. (: awesome for taking good shots. (: &&&&, awesome for runninggggg (: (: (: but the route's quite short though. maybe run to NICOLE's house, then AMANDA's then back or something. HAHA.

    HOHO, first time taking public transport to school on a normal dayyy :D haha. went up the bus & already saw 3 other MI people on it. was like "there's MI people staying nearby ? :O but after getting to the mrt station, guess it was a normal sight. lol. the funniest sight was when was in the train from JURONG to BB. HAHAHAHHA, the train was painted internally light blue luhh ! as in, not literally, but with the many MI students. . . LOL. school was alright. yes, was standing behind. but oh wells, i love my zen (: & i don't wanna think about it, its safer yeah ? (: had lit testttttttttt :/

    ate SWENSENS after school (: haha. then train-ed back home. YESSS, finally headed to the gym after so long luh ! like weights gym (: but MAMA chased me home halfway, cause she wanted me to watch the prime minister's speech, which i didn't watch in the end. LOL.

    tomorrow's a LONNGGG day. oh wells. i'm gonna be happy tomorrow. cause i need to be to last the whole. but would probably be drained out fast lahhhh. tomorrow got lit presentation. econs group work. pe. sighsssss.

    ANYWAYS, still doing gp essay anyways. i'm like doing two essays. HAHA. jumped question. so doing both. see how luh. lol. still got mob essay to do. should stay awake to do ? or not do ? siannnnnnn. :/




    - & this solitary moment makes me want to come back home.

    posted @ 10:52 PM |

    Sunday, August 17, 2008

    bob : nahh, its alright (: you take care okay ?

    junchao : hello ! (: that's random (:


    okay, woke up like 45 minutes late ? cause was setting alarm, but dozed off while counting time, HAHA. super spastic. but at least not SUPER late. cell's at 12. omgoshhh,idk how to feel, JIARONG only texted us that at 11.56pm ? & i was already in a semi-conscious sleepyhead state already. but the text woke me. sighssssss. wonder if i didn't wake up, i'll still be sleepling luh. :/

    YESSS, youth service today (: (: (: wanted to wake up early to go runnning, buttttt, i'm aching , idk why also :/

    OHOH, yesterday, we went to eat at some kelong for dinner. HAHA. thought was that kind of stilts kelong. but noooooo, its the floating one. so when a boat passes by, the whole thing bobbs. LOL. cause its also i semi-fish farm ? LOL. yeah. went there like 6 ? but stayed till like 9plus. OMGOSHHHH, the clouds were AWESOME :D :D & tha stars rocked, later in the nigh. but stilll, not as awesome as the ones we saw in kk. :/ the ones in kk were like, haw dropping. :D

    leaving house in one & a half. oh wells. human race is in 2 weeks exactly, & promos are coming up FAST. :/ dratssssss.




    - this isn't happening, again. :/

    posted @ 8:46 AM |

    Thursday, August 14, 2008


    omgosh, check THIS out. (: i'm SUPER crazy over it please
    the HEART <3
    ndp had the flaming heart, & i went crazy enough.
    & i saw this, yesterday, 13 august while on the bus (: (: (:
    omgoshhhhh.
    (& weird things that happened in the bus huh, lol.)

    posted @ 8:03 PM |


    don't hate us cause we're happy
    don't hate us cause we're beautiful
    don't hate us if we make you smile
    or go the extra mile
    to make someone feel better on a really shitty day
    & if you're hearing what we're saying
    then say "i'm gay"

    (:

    posted @ 7:54 PM |


    YJ : LOL. when you're on mirco, i'm on marco. HAHA. good luck for your paper tomrrow ! (:


    okay, today was a tiring day. okay, maybe not so tiring, but just woke up really exhausted today. was ALMOST late for school today. like 7:53 & i was still 3 traffic lights away :/ so panicky until forgot to do my hair in the car. HAHA. walked out with the screwed hair. :/

    CECELIA & BOBIN didn't come today ://// gp was lecture was funny. lol. OHOH, & pe we played badminton :D :D :D :D :D i love badminton mann :D okay, maybe not love, like alot. HAHA. its uber fun (: but its tiring, & makes you sweat alot. HAHA, but heck. then break. then econs. lol. econs was FUNNY. wanted to listen to my zen so to get a song out of my head. but felt it was quite spastic trying to listen to music in class. so, its still suck in my head. lol. its MARY JANE by THE CLICK 5. HAHA, super funny. who knew click 5's music could get stuck in my head too. HAHA. maths was alright, really weird when BOBIN & CECELIA is not around. but thank you HUIJIE & MANGO (: mob test todayyyyy :/ sucked. but oh wells. didn't manage to complete again :/ sighs. hope i don't do badly. need every mark to pray it'll pull me up. really really REALLY need to promote. :/

    SORRY EK'E, didn't stay to bathe with you. :/ didn't eat with the rest either. went home, was super tired. :/ like brain dead-ed. died & died again. so much for pems draining mann :/ feeling so weak pems. sighs :/




    - & you caught me off guard, now i'm running & screaming.

    posted @ 7:31 PM |

    Wednesday, August 13, 2008

    honey : so sorry ! :/


    5km in 37 minutes. 5.5km in 40 minutes. not bad for someone who hasn't ran for 3 weeks, & got hit by stitches hard after around the first 500m or so. shit, so much for comforting myself. :/

    today was alright. but CECELIA & EK'E didn't come to school.

    GET WELL SOON CECELIA ! (: she's having an awful throat :/ so she's gonna have sexy voice for sometime.

    had ECONS test today. sucks. didn't manage to finich. was a case study lah. on some metal ? LOL. yeah. was chionging like mad. CHINESE was a BOREEEE :/ MARVIN didn't come today. :/ lol. vreak, then MOB. goshhhhh.

    MOB was H.I.L.A.R.I.O.U.S. HAHA. uber funny mann. first heard ZARA they all tell BOBIN not to step on something. (which was a curled up milipede under BOBIN's chair) then later BOBIN(used tissue) to pick up the milipede & wanted ZARA to say MANUNITED would win the championship trophy. then he put in under the table between him & ZARA in the end. then the tissue flew to the floor. & somehow the milipede crawled toward AUDI. which it had to go past ZARA & JAZ first. LOL. then he put it in some pink/orange container that looks like the shape of the normal liquid paper. then it was passed to JEREMY. then MRCHEW said something about the container then JEREMY was like, "its nothing, its just liquid paper" then he shoke it. HAHA. can hear the sound of it shaking inside lah. then BENA moved her table slightly away from him. lol.

    then there was this SPASTIC/RETARDED person that released their correction tape from the above class. then you could see it slowly sliding down. LOL. then he/she starting pulling it up & down. HAHA. SUPER funny. okay, call me easily amused or childish for all i care, but it was funny. then later JEREMY went to reach for the string & pull back. HAHA. super funny ! okay, MR CHEW kept giving angry stares, but heck. HAHA.

    phototaking after school. goshhhhhhh. the striking red shirt & bowling SKIRT :///// just when i thought SOMEONE won't see me in skirt ever, either than school uniform, SOMEONE saw it today. HOR, someone. LOL.

    took 61 home. yeah. & studied MOB till i fell asleep. HAHAH. spastic. then went running luh. &&&&, ran around the condo like a retard chasing the sunset :D got weird stared, but i don't care. the coloured clouds :D :D :D awesomeeee. (:




    - tell me that you'll be here forever

    posted @ 7:44 PM |

    Monday, August 11, 2008

    i see things i shouldn't see
    in places that i shouldn't be
    lies, you practice what you preach
    consultating disbelief
    questions uncovered the scars
    still i wonder, who's your God ?

    posted @ 11:19 PM |

    Sunday, August 10, 2008

    PICTURES (:



    CAIPING (:

    DANIEL :D omgosh, he's 190 okay !

    thank you CAIPING ! (:

    JADEN (: from a long long time ago.

    WAN (:

    (:

    SERENE :D

    LINE B ! (: or part of it.

    the AWESOME flaming heart (((:


    random but, the ice cream BOBIN & i ate on friday. HAHA. from hagan daz(however its spelt)

    posted @ 11:08 AM |


    DORCAS : OKAY ! (: omgosh, suspense suspense. :/ lol.

    bob : LOL. maybe ? i won't luhhhh. lol.


    okay, NDP IS OVERRRR. :/
    it was an huge improvement, & a huge disaster too :/
    improvement because the HIPHOPDANCERS WERE AWESOMEEE. they improved theire chorography & timing so much ! (: & it looked great mann (:
    SKYRUNNERS too did improve our formation & chorography. (:
    BUTTTTT, y'know what SUCKKS real bad, we didn't gear up ! we didn't even wear our power risers to perform. the main thing about our performance wasn't shown at all. because of the rain :/ the rained, heavy enough to make the ground wet enough for us to cannot use the power risers. but light enough to make up hard to accept. :/
    oh wells, its okay already anyways.
    GOOD JOB EVERY ONE :D

    during the finale, we did manage to wear our power risers though, we ran in like mad people to gear up. (: & went to the road there. omgosh, so many people wanted to take photos with us. & oh gohs, i've NEVER taken picture with anyone idk before. :O but oh wells, not that we can bo recognise through the make up (: we ran around the track. (yes, we were high) & jumped around & all (:

    ate supper after. (: macs, but it alright. pray everyone goes for the NDP APPRECIATION TEA. (: like last time already. :/ goshhh, now we're gonna be so aimless on tuesdays & saturdays. like, we'll probably feel that we're supposed to do something, but there's nothing to do. come on, we've been doing it for SIX months. suddenly its not there, it'll be soooo weird :/

    leaving the house at 12. HOHO, still need to eat, bathe, change, pack bag & go. in less than an hour. shall upload some pictures first (:

    this suck actually, haven't really been studyin recently :/ must start must start. need the engine running mann. sucks.




    - whatever happened to our innocence.

    posted @ 10:41 AM |

    Saturday, August 09, 2008

    today's the big day.
    eeek.
    won't fall won't fall.
    this is stupid, but i think if i fall, i'll just cry. :/

    there's this song stuck in head. always be my baby by david cook.
    hoho, who knew this kinda songs could get stuck in my head too. LOL. so much for always listening to metal. HAHA. anyways, have to prepare already. leaving house soon.

    GOOD LUCK TO ALL OTHER PERFORMERS FOR NDP'08 TOO ! (: ENJOY YOURSELVES ALOT ALOT ALOT (: GOD BLESS (:




    - nothing's ever gonna shake me.

    posted @ 1:09 PM |

    Friday, August 08, 2008

    & you make it easier when life gets hard.

    posted @ 11:03 PM |


    shit, its sucks knowing things that you ain't supposed to know. :/
    it just spoilts alot of thing, & makes you extra paranoid.

    yes, 08B7 rocks.
    but suddenly missed 08B6 like mad. the pae 08B6 that is. suddenly missing all those times. it sucks. hate the "missing" feeling :/ oh wells. :/ if only we could relive those times again.
    guess maybe going though pae pictures & blogposts, wasn't a good idea. :/





    -wished that i could take it back

    posted @ 9:18 PM |


    okay, pictures time again :
    CELL OUTING DURING JUNE/JULY'08. to build sandcastle at sentosa (:
    (y'know what sucks about these photos ? NICOLE, the photographer, isn't even in any ! :/ )






















    she wanted a black & white picture. so these were the turn out (:
    that cell outing was not bad. though it was only the four of us. & the sun was :D
    - you'll always be a part of me

    posted @ 8:33 PM |


    today had NDC in school. okay, fine, national day celebrations. lol. some, or most people wore. red. but i swear its really weird to be wearing own clothes to & in school. the first weird time was TRANSCENDENCE. lol. yeah. wore the YOZNET shirts. (: omgosh, found another one in the army of God mann :D :D :D :D like super shocking (: or more of surprising. haha. but oh wells, its just great.

    went to VIVO. ate at food republic. then walked around. yeah. nothing much lah. just hanging around luh. ate ICE CREAM thoguh (: (: hagen daz :D (or however its spelt) yes, had a sugar rush after that (: then later everyone left. took 100 back. then hung around again. then went home.

    so tomorrow IS the BIG day. not very big though, but it is big. tomorrow's national day. can't screw up. yes, anyone reading this & gonna watch ndp tomorrow, watch out for ACT 2 SCENE 3. ARCHITECTS OF THE NEW AGE. that's us. the ones on power-risers. but we're called skyrunners. & yes, the gear rocks, though it quite strainuous. lol. after all the LITERAL sweat, blood, & tears, this is it. it is tomorrow.

    & yeah, after that, ndp training time's gonna be human race training time. though human race would be only an hour plus ? lol. still need to really start studying, promos are coming up FAST. need to do well, so can get promoted. :/ MUST MUST MUST.




    - one day you'll just hold no significance in my life.

    posted @ 6:54 PM |

    Thursday, August 07, 2008

    pictures (:
    (don't have time to blog. guess a pictures tells a thousand words ? so slowly count hor.)

    NDP days (:


    BETH & DARYL (:

    (:

    KENJI (:


    IVAN (:

    LITTLE BROTHER (: DARYL

    VANESSA (: (i swear she's pretty (: )

    HANWEN (:

    & again.

    CAIPING ((:

    the past LINE F (:

    SIS IAN & i ((: (check out the power risers :DD)



    spastic shots. (supposed to catch jummping shots though)

    :D


    MI (:


    she drew it during mob mass lecture !

    check out the colouration :D

    CECELIA's HUGE juicy blister :/

    (actually, there are many more pictures of night study & all. but, HAHA, shan't be mean. so it shan't be up)





    - no more time to care, no more time to feel.

    posted @ 11:51 PM |