sometimes. dont know why i would just feel so down. i dont know why. its like. ultra weird. yeah. i'll just feel ultra down and all. yeah. i'll feel so insecure and feel like everything is going to fly at me any second. i dont know why.
oh mann. its like, o levels this year. i dont know why i keep thinking about it. yeah. the thought of it stresses me out. yeah. its only the start of the year mann. i got ALOT to catch up on okay. also cause my past few years of work aint that good either. yeah.
i dont know why. but i seem to be like, forcing myself to get over you. why. i do all stupid ways. yeah. cause i dont ever want to face you with that kind of stuff any more. or i'll never be able to look you in the eye. oh mann. it is so ultra weird. sighs. i want sunday to come. i wanna see you. but i dont wanna face you....
posted @ 10:08 PM |