had CHEMISTRY paper in the morning. GOSHH. it sucked okay. but i guess i cant do much about it now can i ? i dont know larh. yeah. then CHINESE lessons. that FOO FOOO. omg. she can like talk non stop one lorh. just because we didnt bring our chinese workbook. yeah. she mad us stand and then she scold scold scold. yeah. then had A MATHS paper. GOSHH. i am so going to die okay. it SUCKED LIKE HELLL. im going to die.i never never ever felt so bad when i did a paper before. T.T
yeah. had training. DEAD
i dontknow what to do anymore. i feel like GIVING UP on everything. nothing ever works out. sometimes, life just loses it meaning for me. i dontknow hy. but it just does. the only thing holding me back is that something keeps aking me, IS IT WORTH IT ? i dont know. i just feel so STUPID. i dontknow why these things must happen. it all happened on the same day. i dont think i can talk it anymore. its too much for me to hold. i dont want it to happen. not anymore. or i wouldnt be able to control myself anymore. :(
-violence overpowers me
posted @ 7:12 PM |