okay. im at my AUNT's house now. yeah. stoning as usual lorh. i've been doing it all the years, im used to it. haha. yeah. call me anti social or all i care. the people here are like, average 40 olus 50 plus. i dont usually mix with these kind of people. yeah. cause we talk TOTALLY different languages lorh. i mean. they talk about HORSE RACING, and i talk about things that are WORLDS OF DIFFERENCE from theirs. oh mann.
okay. i got really pissed this morning. with my mother. yeah. some family thing. yeah. i shouldnt post it up here rights. haha. yeah. then went to my GRANDMOTHER's house. then now AUNT's house. was reading WEB OF DECIET. by DAN BROWN. yeah. was so bored, so read my cousin's book. haiya. dont know what to do now.
im going to die very soon. my mind is running in all directions. i dont know what to do anymore. i dont know what to think anymore. how can i ever face anyone ever again ? after all that has happened in my life. everything is falling fast, downhill. i cant hold it back anymore. its just to painful. i dont want to do this anymore. i cant stand it. why cant anything turn out right in my life.
-i just feel like breaking everything thats in front of me
posted @ 6:52 PM |