Sunday, May 31, 2009

i'm utterly disappointed.

with the race of course. took like 1 hour 40 plus to run finish 10km. like wtf ? had some kin of stomach cramp or something near the start part of the run. & puked twice. -.- damn it. first just too much pain, then puked abit. then, the second time was, bad, just really bad, that i just squat at the drain & puked. damn annoying. then cannot run properly already. damn irritating. >:(

posted @ 1:09 AM |

Saturday, May 30, 2009

didn't have a good sleep last night. i'm gonna be mean, but i have to blame the person who kept kicking me awake. -.- now i'm tired. & have to cut eating & drinking time for sleep.

stupid sister.

posted @ 2:06 PM |

Friday, May 29, 2009

tomorrow is the day for sundown :/ oh gosh. kinda nervous already mann. i NEVER ran in the night before. maybe evening have. but night, no. i heard its quite different. but idk. i'm just scared, i'll feel sleepy halfway. :/ its worse than anything else lah :/

had informal cell today. lol. only JR, PS, NICOLE & i. lol. took a lift from PS' papa after cell. LB met me at clementi mrt after that just to send me home :D & NICOLE was with me when we met him :p lol. & HE WAS WEARING HIS SPECS :D :D :D (actually, he looks rather cute in them :D)

- cause everything's nothing without you.

posted @ 11:27 PM |

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

congrats, my english has failed me.

we just had our two gp papers. oh gosh. :/ i forgot how to spell "flowing". like wtf ? LOL. so annoying. spelt as "fooling" at first, but it looked wrong. guess that is what happens when you panic during a language paper -.-

can't really think much about what to type. but anyways, am in ohub with KELLY now. the guys went out to eat. wanted to do gpp in school. but turns out, i left the previous draft at home, so can't edit much, just what i can remember :/

signed up for army half marathon already. :/ PAPA says if i sign up for tri-run too, i won't have time to recover :/ sighs. anyways, sundown's this saturday :/ & my shirt is still very small. going runing with LANCE later. hope i won't hold him back so much again. :/ sighs. BUT, gonna try & use the new sony mp3 to run :D HAHA (: yay-ness (:

school for two more days then holiday. but the holidays is not really a holiday :/ still gotta go back to school & all :/ sian. but oh wells. but it still means i can be a lazy ass & sleep in :D on some days at least (: :D awesome (:

clb paper is gonna start at 1.30 :O am dying. sucks. oh wells. i know paper 2 is multiple choice :D lol. hope i'll pass it ):

leaving ohub now. pray i don't die :/




- some lies are better left unsaid.

posted @ 1:02 PM |

Saturday, May 23, 2009

well, this time next week indeed.

posted @ 9:14 PM |

its finger lickin' good. :p

posted @ 7:27 PM |

your smell is such an addiction,

its like a drug.

& everytime we're away,

its cold turkey.

posted @ 9:47 AM |

Friday, May 22, 2009

TGIF.

well, its been a tiring week :/ keep rushing to do things, & have been having lack of sleep. yes, i sleep more than you. but imma lazy ass, so if i don't have alot of sleep, i'll be insane/no hope the next day.

collected sundown racekit today (: with DANAE & LANCE. omgosh, the shirt is long(which is good, but its TIGHT ! ): idk how mann. cannot be me lah. i wear human race size S, & standchart size M. both female cut. but both sideways can, but this one can't ): dieeee. 

got yearbook today. stupid bangs >:( i'm so not gonna flunk my mids again mann. or off with my hair again ):

i feel like tying hair to school tomorrow. my hair's getting crazy ): but needed keep cause wanna tie for sundown. what to do :/ sian.

tomorrow got lit class for two hours. sian. :/ then holidays got mob class for THREE hours. die please. idk what to do mann. it damn frickin' long :/

idk if i'm going to church next week. hope am not too exhausted from sundown. but i think travelling would exhaust me already luh. clementi <-> pasir ris leh. -.- wth. imagine, after the race, dead & all. take mrt from pasir ris all the way to clementi. bathe, sleep. wake & prepare, then back to expo -.- can die please. 

LB bought me the wireless sony mp3 headphones :D for running (: lol. guess he knew i was irritated with the flying wires when running :/ lol. hope the batery can last through the race mann :/

btw, sundown in next saturday ! ):

- you look really cute in specs (:

posted @ 11:27 PM |

Thursday, May 21, 2009

DORCAS : will do (: hey, cya during june mann. haven't seen you since forever :/

the past few days were just, passing days. anyways, today was an amusing day. (:

MOB. ZUPENG's interpretation of the boston matrix was really funny. (hope no one actually reads this). cash cow became MILKING COW. & problem child became NAUGHTY CHILD. well, he got the rough idea, but MR AW's reaction to it was HILARIOUS. HAHHAHA.

CHINESE. ohmygosh. MARV & JERROLD introduced this few websites. www.fuckmylife.org & www.failblog.com (i think ?). anyways, it was hilarious. omgosh. i never laughed so loudly in chinese before -.- LOL.

WE WATCHED FRICKIN' KALLANG ROAR DURING PE. like wth -.- heard it sucked. & we watched it today :/ i've the cd anyways :/ neighbour gave it. cause he's son is in it ? or he's the father of the producer or something ? LOL. idk. but whatever it is, its sitting on my room counch right now, TAKING UP SPACE. -.-

IAN & MAX is over now. they played with PAPA pool (: or snooker. whatever. HAHAH, its quite funny. next time, anyone who sees IAN play, watch his pose :p

i've got so much work to do. or at least, things to complete. things on my mind. things in my timetable. the two guys are still downstairs. my mind's a mess right now. & i'm doing gpp. LANCE is motivating me to do it. though i think my brain's already dead :/

- if you jump i'll jump for you.

posted @ 10:28 PM |

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

rarhh. i swear its damn hard to motivate myself to do work :/ ):

i've been at the econs case study for the past hour & a half, and i've hardly got anything done. i only did halfway. cause i got no motivation to do. (though LB keeps chasing me to do it). keep getting distracted. he thinks its cause i'm not used to doing work already.

so much for being a lazy ass. needa do work mann.

posted @ 9:20 PM |

somehow,

that familar scent that gave all the comfort possible,

just faded off & seemed so far away,

though its ever so faint in my mind.

& would stay on forever.

posted @ 1:13 AM |

Thursday, May 14, 2009

woah, busy busy week mann. or at least. a week that many things happened. 

monday : went to study and do ggp out. then went running with LANCE. omgosh, i swear he frickin' killed me :O HAHAHAHAH. being retarded. but he runs so fast. :O we ran west coast park anyways. DEFINATELY more than 4km. but probably less than five. lol. but that depends. cause my five used too be inclusive of alot of slopes. . . 

tuesday : school -.- & that stupid oh-so-sudden lit test :/ then rushed down for management meeting. & i was LATE. wth. felt damn bad. i really hate being late :/ then did econs at night, & dozed off before doing gpp :/

wednesday : school, AGAIN. did gpp after school -.- then watched LANCE & his friends(ALOT) play table tennis. (: & its quite an amusing sport actually (: lol. cause i've never really watched table tennis. cause badminton/tennis/golf/soccer/basketball/pool&snooker/almost alot others SEEMS more interesting. but maybe cause when you see your friends play, its ALOT different. lol. then went off to buy balloons for the carnival. :/ all the way at bugis. & there's good bahchormee there :D :D :D

thursday : well, today's quite slack. school then find LB :D lol. then home cause he's so tired :/

friday : carnival preparations. heard there'll be no tables & chairs in the canteen tomorrow. HAHA. sounds retarded. but i wanna see how retardedly bare it'll be :p then off to a lit play, "PROOF". 

saturday : MIOO. sighs. 11 am gotta go school. idk what time it ends. gotta meet at 6 at cityhall there that evening :/ hope packing up won't take too long. i wanna watch the race ! biking :D :D :D

sunday : church, cell ? then gm. 

monday : GOING OUT <3

& the cycle goes on.

except wednesday & friday have lit extra lessons, & wednesday got the nlb thing :/ -.-

i'm ranting, i know. but i don't really care.

i'm dead tired, AGAIN.

- see you in lalaland, LB <3

posted @ 10:18 PM |

Monday, May 11, 2009

don't look down on me,

because i'm slow & steady.

(extremely slow, & not very steady)

posted @ 10:37 PM |

Sunday, May 10, 2009

bring it on mann,

cause i don't give a fuck.

give me all you've got.

posted @ 11:31 AM |

screw off you fucking bitch

i'm fucking sick & tired of your screwed up attitude.

posted @ 10:43 AM |

Saturday, May 09, 2009

i'm oh-so addicted to your scent. <3

posted @ 3:08 PM |

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

well, its just too bad.

imma non-conformist.

so there's nothing you can do about it.

posted @ 8:02 PM |

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

if that's the way it is,

then that's the way its gonna be.

posted @ 8:34 PM |

Monday, May 04, 2009

its monday again. rained quite heavy over here this morning :/ even LANCE was worrying how i'll get out of the house. brought an umbrella anyways. HAHA. yes, gay to the max. but oh wells, gay is supposed to be good (:

school was, as per normal. nothing much happened out of the ordinary. nothing much that i can say here anyways. some are just not for public eyes. MAMA's sick :/ but she think she's just having the throat infection or something ? :/

ANYWAYS, she told this SUPER UBER lame joke while we were out cycling. 

MAMA : why can't pigs fly ?

me : uhhh, cause they have no wings ?

MAMA : no. cause of swine flu.

-.- i still don't get it :/ someone educate me please.

tomorrow is, heh heh. (:

& so is wednesday.

but THURSDAY. that's a different story altogether :D

someone please remind me to be more organised ? my room is a HUGE mess ): & i'm not going for my regular runs cause i'm just so LAZYYYYY. & sundown is coming up T.T

- i love the everything <3

posted @ 9:01 PM |

Sunday, May 03, 2009

i'm not saying i dislike pastor khong, its just that i do not understand & agree with his decisions. why can't even  my parents understand that ? GOSH.

i DO NOT supprt his decision of combined service in the morning. YES, i have retardedly thought about its pros & cons. & yet i do believe the cons outweight the pros. at least on the younger people side. NO, i am not representing anyone, or trying to out myself in the shoes of the youth population. i am just saying it in my own point of view.

i do follow his decision, because he is my pastor. i'm not doing like the so MANY YES-MAN in church. "pastor say, i follow". yes, respecting pastor's decisions and following, SO ? can't you have your own mind ? can't you have your own decisions ? i know he can't please everyone. BUT SO ? i'm saying i'm not here to be pleased, but i am infact UNHAPPY. i'm either neutral or negative. so well, i've fallen wayyy into the negative range, for the record.

i don't really care if my cell leader or pastor reads this. cause its my own point of view. not happy, i'll talk it out with you. i had one with my father just now. oh, i'm so sorry, i inherited his temper, don't mind if i slam the table & point straight at your face to emphasize a point. i'm not a very civilised person.

i don't see how having combined service in the morning benefits the youth. oh yes, the idea of have church in the early morning then going back to your family right ? or, having family bonding at church right ? well, TOO BAD, its not really happening. does the youth actually go home after church ? i'm not saying for everyone. but majority of my friends end up going out even later than the normal youth service last time. why ? cause there's more time to go out. yes, giving us the opportunity is good. but, who actually follows it ? 

i'm not saying, "combined is bad, THEREFORE we should split again" NO, i just think combined is bad. period. i'm not asking for a split again. i'm just stating my point of view on it. 

i've heard way too many "church tomorrow ? sian, wake up so early again to take mrt so long". yes, pastor is trying to cater to majority. but yeah, i have to agree, we all love to sleep in. but don't you think the video crew people are pressured ? the hospitality team is pressured ? the security team is pressured ? the in-charges are of course. to move chinese service so far away, they've got to worry for both sides while only being able to be at one.

papa saying i'm talking bad about pastor. well, from my own point of view, i'm not. i'm just critically think on his decision. he's still my pastor. he's still human. everyone makes mistakes. (& NO, i'm not saying his decision is a mistake btw). yes, whatever, some people(like my mum) would say, "but you seem/look/ give the impression that you are going that way" well, TOO BAD, i'm not. think whatever you want. i don't really care. call me stubborn, call me stuck up. well, i still don't care. cause, judge me for all i care. oops, i'm sorry; don't mistaken me for someone who gives a shit. cause i don't give a fuck.

idk why i'm getting so worked up about it. maybe be cause my father & i had a "debate" about it. yes, i have majority of my father's inheritance. raised voice & impatience. no, we didn't argue. though to many it would seem like. its just a debate.

ANYWAYS. pastor khong is my pastor. so i'll just follow his decision. he has our interests at heart. (: but, its good his' my pastor. if not, i'll have alot more to say.

posted @ 9:41 PM |

Saturday, May 02, 2009

soccer is a sport for gentlemen, played by barbarians.

& rugby is a sport for barbarians, played by gentlemen.

/quite true.

posted @ 8:52 PM |

went out to do work yesterday. woah, never knew subway could get so cold, LOL. anyways, yesterday's & today's dinner turned out the same, sliced fish noodle soup. except yesterday was at hawker, today is PAPA cook (: 

bumped into MAY LIM in town (: oh, went to play lan too (: battlefield. HAHA. quite funny actually (: camp somewhere and shoot at the enemies when they can't see you :p that's the strategy i suvived on. while LANCE when on a "sucide" mission into the buildings. LOL.

stayed at home today. except to go to play badminton with LANCE. hoho, whoever knew badminton could be to tiring ? or was it the walk after that ? anyways, we went to walk his running route at west coast park. bumped into PRICILLA & another stc girl at west coast plaza. lol. small world mann :D

back home, quite exhausted. idk why. feel like sleeping, but there's gonna be yummy dinner (: 

- everything seems different.

posted @ 7:32 PM |