i'm not saying i dislike pastor khong, its just that i do not understand & agree with his decisions. why can't even my parents understand that ? GOSH.i DO NOT supprt his decision of combined service in the morning. YES, i have retardedly thought about its pros & cons. & yet i do believe the cons outweight the pros. at least on the younger people side. NO, i am not representing anyone, or trying to out myself in the shoes of the youth population. i am just saying it in my own point of view.i do follow his decision, because he is my pastor. i'm not doing like the so MANY YES-MAN in church. "pastor say, i follow". yes, respecting pastor's decisions and following, SO ? can't you have your own mind ? can't you have your own decisions ? i know he can't please everyone. BUT SO ? i'm saying i'm not here to be pleased, but i am infact UNHAPPY. i'm either neutral or negative. so well, i've fallen wayyy into the negative range, for the record.i don't really care if my cell leader or pastor reads this. cause its my own point of view. not happy, i'll talk it out with you. i had one with my father just now. oh, i'm so sorry, i inherited his temper, don't mind if i slam the table & point straight at your face to emphasize a point. i'm not a very civilised person.i don't see how having combined service in the morning benefits the youth. oh yes, the idea of have church in the early morning then going back to your family right ? or, having family bonding at church right ? well, TOO BAD, its not really happening. does the youth actually go home after church ? i'm not saying for everyone. but majority of my friends end up going out even later than the normal youth service last time. why ? cause there's more time to go out. yes, giving us the opportunity is good. but, who actually follows it ? i'm not saying, "combined is bad, THEREFORE we should split again" NO, i just think combined is bad. period. i'm not asking for a split again. i'm just stating my point of view on it. i've heard way too many "church tomorrow ? sian, wake up so early again to take mrt so long". yes, pastor is trying to cater to majority. but yeah, i have to agree, we all love to sleep in. but don't you think the video crew people are pressured ? the hospitality team is pressured ? the security team is pressured ? the in-charges are of course. to move chinese service so far away, they've got to worry for both sides while only being able to be at one.papa saying i'm talking bad about pastor. well, from my own point of view, i'm not. i'm just critically think on his decision. he's still my pastor. he's still human. everyone makes mistakes. (& NO, i'm not saying his decision is a mistake btw). yes, whatever, some people(like my mum) would say, "but you seem/look/ give the impression that you are going that way" well, TOO BAD, i'm not. think whatever you want. i don't really care. call me stubborn, call me stuck up. well, i still don't care. cause, judge me for all i care. oops, i'm sorry; don't mistaken me for someone who gives a shit. cause i don't give a fuck.idk why i'm getting so worked up about it. maybe be cause my father & i had a "debate" about it. yes, i have majority of my father's inheritance. raised voice & impatience. no, we didn't argue. though to many it would seem like. its just a debate.ANYWAYS. pastor khong is my pastor. so i'll just follow his decision. he has our interests at heart. (: but, its good his' my pastor. if not, i'll have alot more to say.
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